Inconvenient Ideal

The morals swallowed by the waves sway inside the basket and sleeps
The rain drops onto this earth and doesn't stop
It keeps on hitting the ground

Even the love that's locked inside the shell, is swallowed by the heartless beast
What makes them do it?
I put my hand on my heart
The baby's first cry disappears with yesterday

It disappears without even being able to let out a word
Was it freedom that we won?
Feeling the body temperature of my dreams and I pray
My eyes shut closed

It disappears without even being able to let out a word
Was it freedom that we won?
Feeling the body temperature of my dreams and I pray
Everything gets wasted
Deep into the red darkness
The life I hold high and proud of

GAIKA, CHINMOKU GA NEMURU KORO

These eyes opened up and understood everything
Our battle What do you feel about this fist that shakes in anger?
Climb over that wall
The good and the bad have all been rooted in us
Destruction Despair
All visible things are in vain

No turning back
A boon or a bane
Every night, death opens its mouth, tangles its tongue and comes for me
No turning back

Salute the monkey
Salute the monkey
The desires to combine with god
Sex with a Humanoid

Undesired? Is it not love?
FOREVER ABANDONED
If there're no doubts and nothing to lose, to the freedom of being born...

Our battle What do you feel about this fist that shakes in anger?
Climb over that wall

Justice for dying
What's the one that can't turn back?
I'm tired of all the excuses
You notice it only when the flesh gets piled up on the cart and when all sides get blocked
The ceremonial halls are a taste of sweet honey right?
Watching it thru the glass window, you never look away
Auschwitz goes crazy in silence
I'll give you god

Salute the monkey
Salute the monkey
The desires to combine with god
Sex with a Humanoid

Undesired? Is it not love?
If there's not a single moment to be at lost at having no doubts and nothing to lose, to the freedom of being born
Then the reality we must face will turn everything, even dreams into rust

Solution and tomorrow, that's rubbish
Devil In A Midnight Mass

Ware, Yami Tote...

Who am I?
Who stops and stands still as I entrust myself to the wind, in-between the times that are limited?
Where is this place?
This place that comes crushing down, all in-between those common and familiar words?
I taint my intentions with darkness
It's easy to stop breathing...but I just want to feel you just a little more
Will you allow me to live?
One bright morning, I opened my eyes and it came tears I felt like I've realized the meaning for the first time
Don't know why, but I feel sadness when you're near me
Why can't we become one?
I put my hands out for those words that are too fragile, even just one
Please give my heart something, anything like a blade sharp enough to strike you
The emptiness of compensating
It ripens
Into just darkness...
The shouting of the sunset
One bright morning, I opened my eyes and it came tears I felt like I've realized the meaning for the first time
Don't know why, but I feel sadness when you're near me
Why can't we become one?
I put my hands out for those words that are too fragile, even just one
Please give my heart something, anything like a blade sharp enough to strike you
If you just erase your memory do you think that you can change?
If it's forgotten and changed, and you weren't you anymore
The correct value of all things will begin to look cruel
At least let me change what I have now into a voice
The terms and conditions of tomorrow
The screams are too sweet, love changes its shape
Forgetting the pain and forgetting myself
But now, I take it day by day with the flowing proof...
The correct value of all things will begin to look cruel
At least let me change what I have now into a voice
The terms and conditions of tomorrow

With the proof in the name of living...

Glass Skin

It comes and slowly stains my heart
That's been cold, all alone and so tightly closed
The sins are scattered everywhere
They're around me
I can't see it
It vainly comes just crashing down
In this sad and forgotten little town
The truth we tend to look the other way from lies down deep

I open out my wings of glass
Up and towards the wind melted future
So just please don't go
Please don't go
Be close to you

I lay my hand on top of the heavy and closed-out door and I pray
The lonely future left for me is one meaning of just living
It comes and slowly stains my heart
That's been cold, all alone and so tightly closed
The sins are scattered everywhere
They're around me
I can't see it
It vainly comes just crashing down
In this sad and forgotten little town
The truth we tend to look the other way from lies down deep

I open out my wings of glass
Up and towards the wind melted future
So just please don't go
Please don't go
Wanna be close to you
I'm now forgetting even the colors of your tears and love
So just please don't go
Please don't go
Holding on strong to what lies ahead

I bleed as my way of compensating everything to you
How heavy is blood?
Happiness and sadness lies too close

The hand of the child born tomorrow will be just pure and nothing else
I can barely see you with all these tears

I open out my wings of glass

Up and towards the wind melted future
So just please don't go
Please don't go
Wanna be close to you
I'm now forgetting even the colors of your tears and love
So just please don't go
Please don't go
Holding on strong to what lies ahead

The bells of reality rings out loudly from down deep within
And disappears along with all the wind

Toguro

"Kill the tongue"
"The Silence of the White"
"It bloats as words"
"Eagerness crawls near"

The crumbling temptation has a smiling face
The blurred night bursts
"Cover scars with scars"
"Darkness, Doubt and Human Nature"
"Crave each other like crazy"

Shooting of the people that can adapt

She picks the petals of the butterfly smilingly
Superiority
Scatter peacefully
Be broken so mount
Shut your eyes and yourself from reality
The loser human drifts forever
It won't be heard

Shooting of the people that can adapt

The demand the gathering for the camouflage, the destruction of order in the lines
Reality, entertainment, and the nothingness opens up the wound
You trace the answer with your finger

Dancing Slowly Forever Sick

Doukoku to Sarinu

Colorless and transparent
Limitless recklessness
How will you fit in?
Forcing M
Compensation for those you can't see

Cries In Vain
Go Mad
The vague rebellion
Cries In Vain
Ways to Destroy Your Ambition
Reborn

Faceless
The voice that's vague, too sweet, and sticky
Every night it increases in my brain and ends up
filling my mouth...
I'm Behind You
I know it's desire opening its mouth, but
What do you want?
Your purely existence
I do not want to know

Water flows to your crooked face
The truth swims
Rot away
Without you

Cries In Vain
Go Mad
The vague rebellion
Cries In Vain
Ways to Destroy Your Ambition
Reborn
No Saving Me
Without not having anyone to blame
I start to go crazy
The Blue empty sky + the bite mark
Where the hell is it...?
Do you live?

Whose fault is it that I can't trust anymore?
The Sun talks skillfully, bringing in the choice that look good on the outside but are just dead ends
The body absorbs it all
Even mercy stains the unspoken skin and keeps a secret of those pains that overflow
Rot away
Without You

Cries In Vain
Go Mad
The vague rebellion
Cries In Vain
Ways to Destroy Your Ambition
Reborn
So what if it's fate, destroy it

Red Soil

Pressing the megaphone against the apostle's open ear
Darkness and onanists are in attendance
I press a gun against all the spectator's temple now
And my face lets out a smile every time
Saving
It's prostitution to the kids who listen from the right and out the left
Twins and seven colors of rainbow
It can't be saved, the sorrow
I question it all, why oh why?
The deception of sweetly intertwining
It's the same everywhere
The flowing of blood mixes
I sleep deeply
I carve into my heart the sins
And I live on dying
The sakura blossoms on my wrist
Your beloved self breeds on the corpse of the crow
For the people on the losing end
Is it tears of emptiness?
Burn mercy with the National Anthem and understand death by dying
Justice humps in the sheep yard
What color of skin gathers behind comfort and eats?
The earth sucks the life out and turns itself into red soil
A piece of paper and power circles around in the air
The show wound to head of a cow
It's wide open
The genitals of happiness
The neutered almighty god

Vinushka

I exchange thoughts with the clouds
I hold my breath
Ahh, it's just hard shell you can't see
Is that where the bottom is? The shadow burns me
Ahh, I just want to keep forgetting
Slip your desires into the ants' nest
Come now, all you have to do now is be reborn again

Let tomorrow sleep and peacefulness will turn to you
Free yourself and go with your razor sharp emotions
Even the twisted flow is the proof that you are alive
I invite the tearfully-indulging tomorrow

The inculcated Dogra Magra
The pain of the mark and the one and only personality
And those colorful eyes all decorated I don't want them anymore
Is hypocrisy going to come and take it away?
The lonely red stage at night
I dedicate the following to the aspiring leading actor
That's where the truth is

The small corner of my un-cheatable heart says "I still want to be here"
Who can't we forgive?
I let them hear my cold voice
And i swear

I will live with my work I scream with this body of flesh that separates heaven and hell
I carve the sins What will be the proof of my existence if it disappears with the wind?

"I've stared at the strong shining moon long enough to be bored
can't even turn myself into a werewolf
But just enough to become crazy by the darkness
I want to suck the neck
The emptiness of the remains
I won't let you sleep
At the age where you just want attention...tonight I might go crazy for you."

Everyone wants to reach out their hand and grab happiness
But they just end up becoming the monster that lies deep in darkness
The end has already come to life
It will take form at zero and will crawl back into the uterus and rot
Every time this happens your faces crumble

No one wants to talk about truth that hurts the ear
The suppressed minds

Compensate the sins and let life be gone

The emptiness of the antithesis
Becomes the choking and crying land
Bury the bones in the common land immersed in thesis
Be burdened by depression
The gritty tsunami takes me away and I smile with bitter tears
Couldn't understand the value of things
The hanging of the necks at the 13 stairs
Seeing people becoming friendly while clapping hands
That mixes in with sissy thoughts and hurts others
Seeing you like this it's just too sad

Splash of blood
Squashing basic instincts
Talk about death

I will live with my work I scream with this body of flesh that separates heaven and hell
I carve the sins. What will be the proof of my existence if it disappears with the wind?

No one wants to talk about the truth that hurts the ear
The suppressed minds

Compensate the sins, and let life be gone

Is it a sin for me to live because I am evil?

Zomboid

The nurses, the costume player lick me
can not hold it anymore, time to explode
All in your face like a slimy goo

It was less than 5 minutes
but it was a trip, a trap, a S trip
Inside your mouth like a slimy goo

In the 80's the SM were my adolesence
Midori, Eri, Ai and Jun
Those shaded areas were unnecessary. Pissed me off.

But now I am an adult
Stopped watching videos and now I go to special shops.
Get girls fom the alps, I get horny

A small park in Shinjuku and a building in Gotanda 4th Floor
I watch and see. Do you see??

Can not be a Bisexual now*
So I think hard and escape/test* the theory
Dick Addiction slimy goo

Sweet My Honey

High Trance Play

Zan

Covered in saliva,
The body looks pale
Sticking to my sight,
What I see is a twisted brutal picture

It began to decay pitilessly,
The short life is whirling
My last my memories is
You smiling... Die

You do not exist
You smile
You do not exist
I do not exist

PSYCHO I'm twisted and wondering.
PSYCHO I'm still brutal
PSYCHO PASTTRAP
PSYCHO PASTTRIP
by... DEATH TRAP

You do not exist
I do not exist
You do not exist
I do not exist
I am coming

Yurameki

I can't get back to you. I can't forget you.
I want to give you love that will never sway

On that day, I was already gone from your sight.
It's too late for me to do anything about it now
Watching you break down crying,
I just held you tighter than usual,
but you'll never change.
I just realized now
that I can't keep your love anymore
How stupid I was.
Should I let you go now?
When I think of you, tears come to my eyes
I can't get back to you. I can't forget you.
I want to love you again more than ever
I even try to forget the memories of you.
My heart is aching because I loved you
I will never hurt you again.
So, pIease let me hold you like before

I'm afraid I've been unfaithful to your love.
"We can no longer return to the way
we were three years ago..."
Why did we meet? What did I give you?
What if we have a chance to meet again?
I will wait for you until the time comes
I can't get back to you. I can't forget you.
I want to love you again more than ever
I even try to forget the memories of you.
My heart is aching because I loved you
I want to give you eternal love,
which you've never been given
Our love will never be the same

Remembering my unforgivabIe unfaithfulness
more than my love,
your decision will never sway...

Yokan

Everything is false between us.
I am still using you
You don't notice anything.
Our negative love is frozen

To silent you, with silent love,
give silent discomfort
To silent me, with silent love,
leave a silent scar

You are the 18th girl for me.
You don't realize the way I am
You don't notice my cold love,
behind my kindness

To quiet you, with quiet love,
quietly holding back
To quiet me, with quiet love,
quietly...

We can't change. We can't return.
That's the silent love
Quietly, quietly,
the two of us are entangled

To a silent heart, with a quiet heart,
pointing a blade at my heart
To a silent heart, with a quiet heart,
even if my heart wanders

"I don't feel anything
even when I look at your face.
You should just keep being deceived.
That's nothing compare
to what I had in the past".

You said,
"I found about you sometime ago,
But I'm happy just being with you"

I just held you at the end
You'll never know this is the last time

Wake

August 5th Saturday, Not a cloud in the sky
From the top floor of the building,
When I came to, I was bidding farewell
August 3rd Thursday, The wounds to my heart, the sixth wound,
I'm torn to shreds, I'll be completely destroyed, everything.

When we met I first noticed how foolish I was
And how I hurt others by never having faith in them
Why do I love you tirelessly again
It seems I can't forget loving you this way.
But...
Believing is painful, I was crying by myself
Without being noticed by you, as if you didn't know...

I don't wanna hurt anymore than this
But right now, I wanted to love only you.

There were times I tried to forget you,
But now I want to hold you.

Believing is painful, I knew your past,
Even though you were the one who couldn't forget.

I don't wanna be hurt more than this
But it's only you, I can't hold tightly.

August 5th, in the clear and cloudless sky,
This is it, as I watch myself spread over the ground.

"I hold you" "I watch you" "I love you" "I think of you"

Umbrella

Pathetic The frozen food has thawed
It's only temporary, it's only dirty, it's only ugly Ouederve?

Sweet pathetic blue pathetic grotesque pathetic

Nine triplets Show Time

Handy open the preserved food
It's only young, it's only cute, it's only violent Main Dish

Red handy blue handy black handy
Nine quadruplets Show Time
Eliminate the "sell by date"
It doesn't hurt does it? Looks painful doesn't it?
It's not gentle is it? Dessert

Red crunch ah crunch dark crunch

1 2 3 4 Child of Sand

It's the greatest Dinner Show!

Hey Miss Girl is Very fond of child

The Pledge

I vision the small wish I had been gazing

Why are you shivering?
The lonely boy looks up at the sunny sky that holds no meaning

Where is the philosophy of spring?
The long lost promise
It cannot be heard anymore

As time goes by it changes shape and disappears
Even now after my heart was taken and rotted
My miserable voice
I am alone
Where is the philosophy of spring?
The long lost promise
It cannot be heard anymore

This is my pledge to you
I cannot live successfully yet
But I think I can change

Even if tomorrow lets me live
The days will not change
It will not end
If my full blown heart blooms again
Then answer me

I can't comfort anybody

The IIID EMPIRE

Brainwash makes us sing a sorrowful song.
People in waves, they sing along.
For the country to prosper. For the country to prosper. It's
the country's song
It's a bomb that's just covered up.

Freedom Love Riot Power
whores and prostitutes City of illicit sales
Politics Poverty Dictatorship Nuclear.
Is there such thing as freedom inside us?
Other then Victory the result is deconstruction.
Being Supervised + the result equals despair
For the country to prosper. For the country to prosper. It's
the country's song
It's TI that's just covered up.

SPARK SUBLIMAL VISION
L&P Love and peace is vanished
It's a city of decontstrucion, and it's called Freedom

Beautiful Fireworks light the night as children smile with joy.

Cheering voices all around. Execute Firearm
Penetrates inside ONE TWO in the cranium ONE TWO
THREE
Sounds of firearm swirl like the whirlwind as it strike the
ears.
The prison guard jumps and screams in laughter.

People's emotions swirl in a whirlwind. Rebellion Felony
Shoot away ONE TWO Children ONE TWO THREE
Cleanse away. People scream

Awakening Awakening Awakening Awakening

SPARK AND SPARK

Taiyou No Ao

jade sun

my scorched heart is feeling a buzzing sound
a telephone that wasn't ringing I wanted to stare at it

soon I turn the street corner where the two of us often saw films
together with the midsummer colours I recall that time

the midsummer sun my feelings piled up on the seasons
the wind that flowed past I can never reach you

I looked at you who had burst into tears it seemed so usual
only staring at you I could do nothing

A fragrance I don't know is it about that guy?
I didn't even notice the way you were already

after five years time are you happy with him?
at Teramachi, a chance meeting for some reason my heart aches

the midsummer sun my feelings piled up on the seasons
the wind that flowed past I can never reach you

a cold sun changes to a new colour
I cannot hide my scars colouring a new season

I can be wounded I am wounded people hide their scars, but
I myself will cross over, and show scars that become beautiful flowers
next eternity
An important thing " " A memory

The Final

The intention is clear, I stare, with this left hand, unable
to be worded
Every time I bleed, there lies the reason to live ...
And I discover words being so vivid and bright

Even loved ones scatter like petals from flowers in my hand
So even if I engraved the meaning that I lived in my hand, it
will only be known as flowers of vanity

The Final

One by one it multiplies ... why be a sad bait?

Deep within the hell of my heart ... I can't go back
A self-torture loser, not being able to see tomorrow
Suicide is the proof of life

Even loved ones scatter like petals from flowers in my hand
So even if I engraved the meaning that I lived in my hand, it
will only be known as flowers of vanity

So I can't live
What's lost can't be born again

A song that's not even seeking the proof of living
Let's put an end ... The Final

Lets bloom flowers of attempted suicide

Spilled Milk

So I want you for me to die

Hide your bloodveined eyes
Swallow your loneliness

The voice pressures in
Your words that ask for me
The joy of being needed
I bite my nails just a little

Hide your crying wrists
The spilling milk
The persistent cat becomes silent
You don't want it but can't take your eyes off of the spilled milk
Is that love ? Mistake ?
I look at you just a little

I picture the swaying vision
Of the reality becoming real
You test me persistently
You get angry when
I don't agree
You lose yourself
And I fall in love with you once again

Can't be touched Won't be touched

blind sorrow

I know it's hard for you to wait for me, so don't cry, go ahead and sleep
What do you want from me?
If I say to you that you look beautiful, will you be able to sleep?

You stare at the flowers by the window, without even blinking
You want what you can't have,
You wish to be pregnant
But the only thing you can't hear is this child's...
It's so dark and dark and dreadful
Lets calm down with an old tale
I am good at pretending to cry
So I spill the milk and smile and
I yell her the truth about not being pregnant

Don't do an excessive thing

Sangeki no Yoru

Fall down

When I was walking in the town,
one girl came into my vision and was staring at me.

I was talking to her before I noticed it.
"Let's go somewhere with me"
She was very pleased.

She was very pretty and played for ever,
but by and by tears rolled down through my cheek.

Hatred flooded to you who are too pretty.
I put my hands on your neck and strangled.

I punched unconscious you again and again with these hands.

I seeded your flower field,
but red-wet buds never bloom.

I cut up my arm and bled.
I washed your blood with my blood, and tears trickled.

Then I put you into the refrigerator
and buried deeply in the ground.
I repeatedly told myself that it's your fault,
love is not necessary for me.

The fact that I can't escape from the crime that I can't atone invited me into the death,
and I died with white rope.
The reddended tragedy didn't change at all
and now the tragedy night raised the curtain again somewhere.

Fall down