Koukai

I didn't even realize I was growing up
I was just ignoring the harshness around me and living freely

Not even able to be kind to someone, I was at a loss
So, what are you up to now? Are you well?
The last smiling face I saw was yours in a photo

I was just watching myself change, carried along in the flow of the crowd
I was afraid to say it, I regretted that I was born a person

Every time I looked at our graduation photo I thought of "that one word"
Even though I can say it now, I can't stand it - I always open to that page

As another spring passes by, my memories flutter down again
The feelings and memories I will always carry with me

I thought about how nice all the fun moments were
No matter how many memories I have, if I told them to anyone they wouldn't understand

The joys of reliving those same moments, and this sadness I came to know when we parted
Swim in the confusion within my heart
I was always worrying and dreaming about it, rolling the same candies around
And after breathing "I miss you," the tears start to fall

Don't wake me from the dream; I miss you, I miss you right now

The joys of reliving those same moments, and this sadness I came to know when we parted
In the confusion within my heart...

Every time I looked at our graduation photo I thought of "that one word"
Even though I can say it now, I can't stand it - I always open to that page

Even my final words didn't reach, I wanted you to hear them even if it's a lie
My feelings will forever remain as they were on that day