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sâmbătă, 29 august 2009

Junk Story

♣ Music ♣
Ruvie - Parfait

♣ Mood ♣
Sick

♣ Messenger ♣
Kami

♣ Internet ♣
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" Sky, which burst into tears, increases my pain. "

Oky deci.. am reusit sa ma trezesc pe la 10, dar nu m-am putut da jos din pat pana pe la 12. As fi vrut sa dorm mai mult dar nu am mai putut adormi. Ma enerveaza cand racesc exact cand se termina vara, aproape de fiecare data am patit asa. In ultimele cateva zile m-a durut capul rau, dar nu am de gand sa iau pastile sau mai stiu eu ce pentru ca pur si simplu nu le suport. Nu ca nu imi place gustul lor sau ca nu pot sa le inghit lol doar nu sunt copil mic, dar pur si simplu nu suport sa iau pastile, nu am luat de foarte mult timp si m-am obisnuit asa.
Ma gandeam sa schimb cate ceva la blog. Nu, nu vreau sa schimb tema pentru ca m-am chinuit destul sa o fac asa si oricum imi place cum arata acum asa ca cred ca o sa o las asa ceva timp. Dar ma gandeam ca trebuie sa mai adaug niste blog-uri dar pe urma ar fi prea multe si incurcate, asa ca o sa le impart eu cumva daca imi vine vreo idee. Apoi m-am gandit sa-mi editez cam toate posturile si sa pun tag-uri. Stiu ca unele posturi de mai de mult sunt foarte stupide, dar m-am schimbat putin de atunci, oricum nu am de gand sa le sterg chiar si asa. De ce? Pentru ca nu-mi pasa ce au de gand sa zica altii despre ele, si mie mi se par patetice dar parca nu-mi vine sa le sterg lol. Nu stiu ce altceva as mai putea face decat sa postez mai mult. Cred ca o sa ma apuc iar de facut chestii in PS si din cand in cand o sa le postez pe aici, m-a cam apucat iar mania avatarelor XD. In rest chiar nu stiu ce sa mai postez inafara de asta si versuri, as putea sa ma apuc iar de vorbit de o anume trupa sau anime-uri care le-am terminat vara asta si nu am vorbit de ele, dar nu prea am chef de asta, vad eu.
Trecand la alte chestii, abia astept sa vina septembrie intr-un fel. Vreau o data noul album de la Versailles si nu vreau sa se desparta. Am citit ce au zis fiecare despre Jasmine pe blog, dar translatorul e cam idiot asa ca ma rog. Mi-a placut mult ultima chestie ce a zis-o Kamijo, nu prea am inteles faza cu "goodbye" dar ma rog, mi-a placut mult asta " Things can only cry out loud like a child every day but painful and sad." Nu stiu daca se traduce exact asa pentru ca asa cum spuneam translatorul e idiot. Oricum din cate am inteles nu cred ca au de gand sa se desparta si asa sper sa faca hmpf.
Am uitat ca a fost ziua lui Denu pe 24 *headdeskdiesomfgdiesagain*. Cum am putut sa uit tocmai de el? Ojosanul meu patrunjelocreppokawaii T_T' i-am urat aseara un verde la multi ani si i-am spus ca-mi pare verde de rau si si si i-am dat chestii verzi si a zis ca ma iarta daca ii dau inghetata verde o. o'' Si astazi e ziua lui Asagi, de el mi-a adus aminte Jui.
Ma rog, nu cred ca mai am si altceva de zis asa ca ma apuc sa postez pe forum-uri putin si poate mai tarziu reusesc sa fac si ceva in PS :3
Bye Bye ~

duminică, 29 martie 2009

Bara no Kioku

Towering at the end of the earth, the swirl of afterimage and nothingness swallows me as I hatch
The prism of memory, felt in nakedness, steals the glow

Making not a sound, haunting me stealthily from the shadow

Welling malice…Negative breath veils me

[Time to end] [Here and now]

This remaining fragment of myself caught sight of you
‘I’ flow from the sea, personality and memories returning

Their transformation complete, my wings are a robust shield
The battle scrambles within me once more

[Time to end] [Here and now]

[Let your mercies come to me, that I may keep living] …for me
[Please, may the badness of wicked ones come to an end] …for you
For your salvation my soul has pined away

Sleeping inside a coffin of suffocating roses
Kissing your soul I press closer

[Time to end] [Here and now]

[Let your mercies come to me, that I may keep living] …for me
[Please, may the badness of wicked ones come to an end] …for you

I fall on my knees to pray
My soul does thirst for you

In truth perhaps my own past will never have mattered
If I am able to be with you again…

Nageki no Tenshi

The Angel of Sorrow is born...my red moon is aflame
My 6th sense a sleeping possibility…I draw it out…awake

Innocent and alienated angel – the soul screaming from within a cage
The reactivating moon suits the deep night

If being born is indeed a sin, then where do I belong?
The unsupressable transformations cannot be stopped…

[Run after & run away] Midnight mutant heat
[Run after & run away] Chains fastened tightly
[Run after & run away] Lost self-control
[Run after & run away] Waning consciousness

Human keep making the same mistakes. My future looks very dark.
For sleep is good, but Death is better still.
Is the best never to be born at all?
The moon shines very bright and clear tonight.
…And be flooded by moonlight. Shout at the top of my voice.
More light… more… more!!

If being born is indeed a sin, then I belong nowhere
The unsupressable transformations cannot be stopped…

[Run after & run away] Midnight mutant heat
[Run after & run away] Chains fastened tightly
[Run after & run away] Lost self-control
[Run after & run away] Waning consciousness
[Run after & run away]
I wept in my freedom and loneliness…
[This blood was born by sinful people]

Kuuchuu Teien

Beloved, painful…even to nestle in cast-off shell doesn’t satisfy
I just can’t steal your heart…why?

Time stops within me; past and future sleep on the breeze of a light doze
Borderland between sleeping and waking

The aqua castle floating in the sky to ends of the earth

Murmuring, ‘Arch, rainbow!’, the sun awakes
Whispering, ‘Fall, stars!’, I face the moon

All will come to pass only in this dream
But I pretended not to notice the emptiness, the loneliness…
…always

Murmuring, ‘Arch, rainbow!’, the sun awakes
Whispering, ‘Fall, stars!’, I face the moon

All will come to pass only in this dream
But even if I try to kiss you…a marionette free from false love

Beloved, painful…even to nestle in cast-off shell doesn’t satisfy
I just can’t steal your heart…why?

Have I forgotten time?
Been forgotten by time?
This dream garden in the air
When I wake you’re not there…

Danpen Asymmetry

…trance …blank

What is this place of no windows to flood my eyes?
The quiet-surely I am alone?-is unnatural and frightening

Stimulation and flashback pierce my mind Fragmentary asymmetry

I remember nothing but feel shivering pain
I remember nothing; just the vestiges of your dear face and past
The voice echoing in my mind seems to call to me now…

Dramatic flashbacks in my mind Fragmentary asymmetry

I cannot retrieve them; even if this cynical reality would break me
I wish I could…I can’t forget the memories of flesh and blood which still call…

‘I don’t understand at all…yet you are beloved…’
Although I realize I know this,
Why do I know it?
…that, I cannot recall…

Pride

With the returning seasons I am wounded many times
But I am calmed, engulfed by your kindness

Powerless, I stacked up the sleepness nights, dreaming just one dream
Frustration coursed through my body I wiped away the flowing tears

At all times I trusted only you
This is all I can be proud of

My dreams, serving only to bring me days of anxiety,
Now flutter in the skies, glittering, vividly colouring the future

I want some day to prove how I loved you
And prayed for your pain, that it might turn to a smile

I spread my wings, like the bird,
And carry you beyond the darkness Beyond the darkness

In the bright light, painting out the long night,
I would announce my unchanging love, would kiss you, embrace you

Returning seasons… Wounded many times…
Someday… How I loved you…
Only your kindness… would relieve me…
So only to make you smile do I sing

Sing with tender loving care
A song that touches one’s heartstrings

Nightship D

Manipulating the light, I adore this arching ship
Nightship D
Believe or not believe
[Undersail!]
In the sky and on the sea of chaos, raise the sail, pull up the silver belt
Nightship D
Believe or not believe

The future is in these hands In the glass which shows our destination
The finest love flows Raise the flag in the name of freedom

Shining blue only by the moonlight The night recalls lost days
My sorrow will end soon Sharing overwhelming peace with you
[Stout mind!] [Honest mind!] [Fair mind!]
Nothing is impossible when you lose your fear of Death

The future is in these hands In the glass which shows our destination
The finest love flows Raise the flag in the name of freedom

Were you to forget this night, all would vanish, not even memories would remain
You can be beautiful, as you are, without adornments

So let us draw from the window, crossing the heavens until daybreak
And on our course let us raise our glasses and our nocturnes
[Stout mind!] [Honest mind!] [Fair mind!]
Nothing is impossible when you lose your fear of Death

Angelic Blue

Hues of deep depression seep into my nostalgic consciousness
Time… everything… so comfortable

The dissolving world is an endless clear blue
May this dream never end…until all sin is forgiven

However much I cried there was always a shade you couldn’t imagine

Angelic blue sea. I want to know another world
Waking from the ‘death’ of guilt
Angelic blue sea. You can see this another world
I know the meaning of ‘truth’ existing in ‘time’

I think about oneself the future again
I never forget the meaning of a dream

Angelic blue sea. I want to know another world
Stepping from a new ‘life’
Angelic blue sea. You can see this another world
I feel gentle, warm hands pressing my back

This is no dream
I want to tell you of that pure scenery
The dream is ended
As if ‘morning’ is just faded reality

Waking from the ‘death’ of guilt, I now…
Stepping from new life, I pray..

Eden

So I scrape away the filth with the knife of prayer
To be reborn, immersed in this cleansing spring

I look down on the world as it dissolves into the vast sky
Inside this blood muddied by love and hatred

‘Come, take my hand’ If there is indeed a future
Will you support me amidst the brewing storm?

Even the blessings covering the earth are tinged with malice
As I am parched to my soul by the beating sun

Merely hold me, with a warm light; with that voice and that love
No longer am I lost; I offer all to you
Endless, forever

This spirit, undulating and singing to the mighty ocean

Merely hold me, with a warm light; with that voice and that love
No longer am I lost; I offer all to you
Endless, forever
I hold you now; in prayer and recompense even our sins are forgiven
Blessings pour on us; with you this I swear-
I will ever more be by your side

Let us leave this twisted earth for the light
With our newfound wings
Eden’s eternal glow, diamond tears

…in dancing…in trembling…in prayer…

Lost Breath

In a ruined mirror does my day being…covered in so much sweat
To the flowing future ‘My head is splitting!’

People may all dirty my name, may spit on me
Understanding came too late, I realize ‘The closing scene’

I feel…[End of life]
I feel…[End of days]

My red ocean, drawn in the debris
At the horizon, the arms which held me

To be held by you…that is my own private paradise
So hold me…

Light shone on your back through a chink in the clouds
I entrusted this exhausted body to you softly

I feel…[End of life]
I feel…[End of days]

The dry wind, drawn in the debris,
Embraces the sadness and speaks to my eternal friend
The curtain falls so vividly, turning to monochrome the film I so desired

Living the present, the future begins in a peaceful dream

Please talk me kindly for my lost breath
I pray for my dear

Alice

Inner space. I fall down.

Just like a pitiful young hare…what is reflected in the glassiness of your eye?
Strange and inverted, the corpse of your memories slipped through your sky
Further into you…

Drowning in tears, you slip into the dizzy vortex of flowing melancholy
The key to your castle is lost; with poison in your mouth creation is shaken

[nerve cell] Wall is broken me!
[psychopathy] Open the gate!
You don’t drink drugs

[Close my heart and brain]
Listen to me
The glorious bud, trembling in the gap between girlhood and adulthood
Your frozen, naked heart… I give you this dress
Don’t cry, Alice

[I want to stay here now]
Barefoot
Unlikely to be able to walk this thorned path
To live is to dream… I give you matching shoes
So smile, Alice

…and how she would feel with all their simple sorrows,
and find a pleasure in all their simple joys,
remembering her own child-life, and the happy summerdays

Face

You must pray, then, this way
Our Father, who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name

Your kingdom come, your will be done
On earth as it is in heaven

Give us this day our daily bread

The nightmare which drowned in the wave of velvet, with the crime and the ?? of darkness

And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us
And lead us not into temptation,
but deliver us from evil

The frozen curtain of extinction, blocking the quiet sunlight
My face, reflecting my heart, is slowly painted over…black
Distort my face

Pray to God
Eccentric dark seeks out corruption…I breathe it in, I hear it
View and reason, sinned against… Though I know his dream will never be fulfilled

Everything in the name of the Lord Jesus, praying
God the Father through him
[Amen]

Vampire Missa

…Blood

Is this the dawn of the world we dream?
We wander on through this eternal wasteland

Judging sun, burn this flesh!
Surely this is the cry of freedom [Cry out!]

Violating the rules, we awoke to love
We look up at the last, beautiful night sky

Let us dance, sensing the darkness
This feast of rapture

Silhouette of immorality
Theory of decadence
Parched throat
Withered rose

Since I love you I kiss you silently goodbye
I will not sully you with this accursed desire
Eve now, knowing the wish will not be fulfilled,
I pray, unable to forget this awakened love

To prove my love to you, I burn here in the sun
I will not cause you eternal torture
Since I love you I kiss you silently goodbye
I will not sully you with this accursed desire
Let me turn to dust, engulfed by my memories
This love that transcends death will soon change the world

Vampire Missa…’Last’ Vampire Missa

Dangan

The black-cloaked shadow hunting the undead returns all to nought
A blood relation, feeding on humankind

The twain 2fold spiral of destiny, the eternal curse
The silver bullet which penetrates the heart

Before the black blood corrupts your morality
I will not pull the trigger if I need not

[May cry!]
[All vampire come to nothing]

Your voice pierces me
Yet when I look back you are there no more
As the open wound begins to hurt once more
I keep running, so as to bring back our time together

[May cry!]
[So cool, I’m Dunpeal]

The endless scream will not leave me
The hateful blood flows yet I never lose with you
Since we can’t reset this reality
Ring leader must die is what I can do for you

Your voice pierces me
Yet when I look back you are there no more
As the open wound begins to hurt once more
I keep running, so as to bring back our time together

miercuri, 28 ianuarie 2009

Schwarzschild


★Music★
D - Birth

★Mood★
Dunno

★Messenger★
Okasan

★Internet★
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" I want TT__TT "

Astazi am inceput sa ascult niste melodii de la D o. o' in ultima vreme ascult destul de mult lol O_O'
Am cautat si niste versuri pe engleza de la ei si am gasit cateva. Toate sunt kawa <3 @.@'
Dar eu momentan sunt obsedata de Schwarzschild. Melodia suna asa de @___@'' nici nu am cuvinte sa o descriu lol, nu ma mai satur de ea <3 Imi place foarte mult cum incepe @.@' inceputul e partea mea preferata din melodie lol O_O'
PV-ul e foarte kawaii ^ ^ si pot zice ca e printre preferatele mele dintre PV-urile de la D.
Daaar T___T nu gasesc niciunde versurile de la melodie. Cred ca o sa innebunesc daca nu le gasesc T.T'
Vreau versuri .___.'' *cauta in continuare* nu ma las pana nu caut pe toate site-urile si pe toate paginile de pe google si si Z_Z le vreau T.T