I HATE MYSELF AND WANT TO DIE

The black machination's noiz surrounds me with the dirty people by now
Hatred, Resentment and Despair
Suck the chaos reality and meaningless until blood dies
Cannot disturb

No one will save me
I'll be squashed
Drowned in agony
I want to kill myself

Despise me
Can you see the truth?
All you're gonna do is just give me one of those sad looks, right?
I'm at the bottom of the pain
I want to kill myself

The rain cold is my tears
The rain falls on my all scars
What I am?
What cannot I get away from here?
Look at the die

You'll never understand
You're just twisted inside out
You think you're most important
Even thugh you're fine with hurting other people
Yeah, so just keep on laughing like always
Keep holding on to your fake hypocrite self
Nothing will settle it
See, you're just a good example

Can't find it
Can't find it

The rain cold is my tears
The rain falls on my all scars
What I am?
What cannot I get away from here?
Look at the die

I can't find it
I can't reveal it
Tell me the reason to live

Under the moon rain
Under the moon rain
I hate myself and want to die

Under the moon rain
Under the moon rain
I hate myself and want to die