Just Mad Pain

I suddenly woke up at the corner of midnight
Where does this voice I can hear now come from?
From the only window?
From inside of my brain?
Even when I open my eyes, I don't get it
I can't even find a reason of living

Feel just mad pain
Feel just mad pain
Since when is it
That my heart is in such unending pain

Feel just mad pain
Feel just mad pain
Everything, everything seems to be a lie
Everything keeps betraying me

I spread my wings and woke up
This falling suffering and reality
Are warning and roaming
Inside of my tears

The chaos attacks again
The voice that doesn't stop starts a diffused reflection
Can't I get rid of it?
Can't I kill it?
Even when I close my eyes, I don't get it
I can't even find a proof for being alive

In this transient world
I stare at my stained heart
Unable to do anything, I'm alone
Inside of my pain

Feel just mad pain
Feel just mad pain

Why?
I cherish these surely impure thoughts
Why?
Without understanding the present, I welcome tomorrow

I spread my wings and woke up
This falling suffering and reality
Are warning and roaming

I'm embraced by the emptiness that bloomed
In the trace of my tears
Inside of this voice which still doesn't stop ringing
Inside of this burnt up reality
One fragment of hope exists