Rainbows Carnival

Oky deci nu aveam ce face asa ca am facut niste avatare cu Shou si Ryuutarou. Ma gandeam sa le postez si aici din acelasi motiv, nu am altceva mai bun de facut xD Cele cu Shou mi se par putin cam simple unele, dar alea le-am facut primele si eu ma apuc de ceva si imi vin o gramada de idei pe parcurs, asa ca de obicei cele care le fac pe urma imi plac mai mult cum ies. Anyway :


6 x Shou [Alice Nine]



















6 x Ryuutarou [Plastic Tree]

Orchestra of Rain

♣ Music ♣
Nightmare - Konoha

♣ Mood ♣
Booored

♣ Messenger ♣
Jui

♣ Internet ♣
LoudlyRiot
~~~
" Someday, pretending that we can't hear, we feel sorrow. "

Bine, nu mai am nici un chef de pus blog-uri sau de schimbat alte chestii pe aici, cel putin nu am acum. Ieri si astazi cam toata ziua am murit de plictiseala pentru ca pur si simplu nu gasesc nimic de facut, doar am postat putin pe forum-uri. De fapt, nu pe forum-uri, ci pe LR pentru ca la restul am cam renuntat. E singurul forum unde ma simt bine si chiar imi face placere sa postez. Pe restul mai dau din cand in cand doar sa vad ce s-a mai postat, dar imi e prea lene sa postez si eu cate ceva.
Cum ziceam, trebuie sa merg intr-o zi sa-mi cumpar chestii pentru scoala, desi nu stau tocmai prost cu ele pentru ca mi-a trimis mama inainte. Totusi am nevoie de un ghiozdan nou, care probabil o sa-l gasesc destul de usor dar mie tot timpul imi e greu sa aleg si dupa ceva timp incepe sa ma enerveze chiar daca la inceput imi placea lol. Anyway zilele astea am murit de plictiseala. In ultima vreme parca nici pofta de mancare nu am desi inainte imi venea sa zic o data la 5 minute ca imi e foame. Oricum ca si de obicei vad ca mi se face foame noaptea, dar parca imi e si lene sa mananc lol.
Vreau sa am chef de citit. Vara asta planuisem sa citesc multe carti si credeam ca o sa am timp de ele. Nu e vorba ca nu am avut timp, nici ca nu am avut chef, dar pur si simplu luam cate o carte in mana si citeam cateva pagini apoi imi trecea tot cheful de citit si chiar as fi vrut sa citesc mai mult vacanta asta. Am fost mult prea lenesa si nu doar la asta. Si la manga-uri si anime-uri, si la iesit pe afara sau mai stiu eu ce, pur si simplu parca nu am avut chef de nimic si intr-un fel cred ca vara asta mi-a fost mult mai lene decat de obicei. Vroiam sa ies putin pe afara mai ales cum in ultimele 2-3 zile a tot plouat si nu am iesit de mult timp sa ma plimb prin ploaie si mi s-a facut dor. As fi vrut sa ies si astazi dar mi-a pierit tot cheful pentru ca parca am fost adormita toata ziua si acum sunt tot asa.
Oh chiar am reusit sa fac ceva. Am reusit sa schimb link-urile si unele imagini la postul cu familia virtuala lol. Da, mare realizare, sunt foarte mandra de mine hmpf. Ce? A fost foarte greu avand in vedere ca mi-a luat vreo 3 zile la rand ca sa pun imaginile pe PB iar apoi aseara cand incepusem sa pun link-urile mi s-a blocat mozilla, pe urma mi s-a luat curentul dar bine ca am terminat exact inainte de aia.
Well cam atat, iar doar am aberat dar aveam chef de batut in tastatura si de postat pe blog putin chiar daca am zis aceleasi tampenii ca si de obicei.
Bye Bye ~

Eraser -Memoire D'une Fleur-

The gloomy puppy that was abandoned in white sleep
It still can't move, I'll tie it up in the morning... so

My tears flow till I think I can't reach them
The anemone that withers, please don't forget
It'll turn into a butterfly whose colour doesn't fade and return to you someday
Sadness is erased, I want you to stay unchanged

I've forgotten everything, I don't want any changes in my recollections, but
If you become cloudy, I don't even need memories

Even if the colours of the seasons change, you stay the way you were at that time
The light pink flower petals of the avenue of cherry trees danced
The moment you finished climbing up the slope of sadness
At that time, even now, you are smiling, unchanged

I want to ask without crying
Just one selfish whim, just one wish, please grant it
Weaved from the flowers that you and I liked
The wreath and I, let us float on the water and flow

The gentle melody makes me slowly recollect, towards the goodbye without a promise

"Everlastingly"
Because I'll make you as strong as a thought I can't reach
The anemone that withers, please forget it
Don't ever stop smiling, that's how I like you
Sadness is erased, I want you to stay unchanged

Mirai no kimi he

Longing to see you, who've given my heart wings
Longing to see you, who've given my heart light

To you who I've never stopped looking for, at the end
of a never ending tunnel

Right now I'm resting on the hills at the edge of the city,
resting my wings
Where are you and what are you doing now?
Under different skies
Even though we're apart

You told me of your precious feelings that day.
Your words.
We made a vow in the rain that day.
That we'd color and plan our future together

Longing to see you, who've given my heart wings

To you who I've never stopped looking for, at the end
of a never ending tunnel

Right now I spread my wings in the starry night
Where are and what are you doing now?
Under different skies
Even though we're apart

You told me of your precious feelings that day.
Your words.
We made a vow in the rain that day.
That we'd color and plan our future together

I now know of your love. I've lost my wings in the starry night
Where are you and what are you doing now?
Under the same skies
I won't forget you even though we're apart

That I will always be here and that I always be here.
Fate, please don't change a thing
The seasions will eventually lead me to you,
my precious one

I've told you about my precious feelings for you. My words.
Like the promise we made in my dreams,
the future has started to take color

Further, along the road we've started to walk,
yes we'll be always together

The Dropping Sky

The unheard screams unfulfilled wishes
Falling from the sky, eyes turning away

mistakes deprived of continuation's connection while smiles deceive
rusting heart...

I don't want to see any more,
I don't want to listen any more
I feel nauseous therefore...

Growing scar
crying crying crying crying... Now it's enough
I only feel pain

The unheard screams unfulfilled wishes
Continuing, blending with the fading sky
ruined by erosion I cannot return
to the corrupt sky...
Now it's enough...

I imaged the clear shining sky...

The sky I imagined is nowhere
This world, somehow
is not needed

The unheard screams unfulfilled wishes
The things sought as well
Now it's enough...

Is there overflowing happiness in this world?
Where do those things exist?

I imaged the clear shining sky...

This song won't give salvation

♣ Music ♣
Moran - Hameln

♣ Mood ♣
Melancholic

♣ Messenger ♣
Jui, Kamui

♣ Internet ♣
LoudlyRiot
~~~
" I finally understood you. "

Vroiam sa fac un post de genul asta de mult timp dar nu prea stiam ce sa zic sau mi-a fost mult prea lene. De multe ori m-am tot intrebat cum putem sa tinem asa de mult la niste persoane pe care nu le cunoastem deloc, aici nu ma refer la cei cu care vorbim pe internet sau ceva de genul asta, ci ma refer, da iar, la j-rockeri, cel putin la unii. Probabil inteleg de ce ma simt asa uneori, desi nu as putea sa descriu chiar tot ce simt prin niste simple cuvinte. Sunt multe melodii, trupe, versuri sau j-rockeri care imi plac mult, dar sunt unii pe care ii iubesc lol si nu doar atat, e ceva mai mult, ceva ce nu as putea sa explic pentru ca nu cred ca as gasi vreodata cuvintele potrivite. Ma rog, revenind la despre ce vroiam sa vorbesc. Cum ziceam, sunt multe trupe si bla bla care imi plac mult, versuri care imi plac foarte mult, dar cred cele de la Moran si Fatima sunt printre cele care imi plac cel mai mult. Versurile lui Hitomi mereu mi-au placut enorm de mult, nu pentru ca suna bine, ci pentru ca am impresia ca cineva ar putea sa ma inteleaga, pentru ca descriu foarte bine felul in care ma simt uneori si eu nu as putea zice in cuvinte dar o fac versurile alea in locul meu, pentru ca mereu m-am regasit in ele, mereu m-au linistit atunci cand le-am citit si m-au facut intr-un fel sa ma simt mai bine chiar daca aproape tot timpul plang la majoritatea, mereu cand ascultam melodiile imi aminteam parti din versuri chiar daca nu le citeam chiar atunci si imi venea sa plang si inca mai sunt asa. Acum ceva timp ma gandeam cum poate cineva sa scrie asemenea versuri, ma gandeam ca din moment ce ma regasec in ele poate cineva s-a simtit asa cum ma simt si eu uneori si probabil de aceea am impresia ca cineva m-ar putea inteleg. Poate nu ma simt ciudat doar din cauza versurilor, ci si pentru ca vocea lui Hitomi mereu mi se pare ca suna foarte trist si tot timpul imi vine sa plang de prima data cand aud o melodie si imi vine sa o inchid, chiar daca nu e lenta, trista & etc., poate fi foarte hyper si bla bla dar vocea lui tot ma face sa plang. Unele melodii mai lente nu suport sa le ascult deloc de obicei. De ce? Pentru ca pur si simplu ma simt foarte aiurea, nu doar pentru ca imi vine sa plang mereu ci pentru ca am impresia ca se rupe ceva in mine si nu pot sa explic de ce, dar aproape tot timpul ma simt asa cand ascult melodiile mai lente de la ei. Imi place Hitomi de mult timp, dar parca tot timpul incepe sa-mi placa tot mai mult, imi place mult pentru vocea lui, pentru faptul ca versurile pe care le scrie inseamna foarte mult pentru mine, pentru ca ce a scris uneori pe blog m-a facut sa plang, pentru ca parca imi vine sa plang de fiecare data cand vad o poza cu el si habar nu am de ce lol. Nu imi place cand ma atasez asa mult de ceva, mai ales cand e vorba de o persoana pe care probabil nu o sa am ocazia sa o cunosc vreodata in realitate. Ma intrebam, de ce uneori ma simt aiurea cand cineva jigneste o melodie care-mi place sau un j-rocker care-mi place si tot nu inteleg. Sau de ce ma simt aiurea atunci cand vad ca unora le place o persoana pe care o respect doar pentru cum arata sau mai stiu eu ce. Nu inteleg nici de ce si atunci cand doar vad unele imagini imi vine sa plang, dar pare asa de trist in unele si iar nu stiu sa explic cum ma simt lol. Urasc cand ma simt asa, urasc faptul ca tin asa de mult la persoane care nu le cunosc si probabil nu le voi cunoaste vreodata, urasc chestiile astea, dar intr-un fel imi pare si bine. Imi pare bine ca am dat de j-rock pentru ca asa am ajuns sa fiu altfel, am reusit sa-mi dau seama cum sunt de fapt, imi pare bine cand citesc unele versuri si ma regasesc in ele chiar si daca imi vine sa plang, la fel si cand aud vocea unora. Bine.. nici macar nu imi mai amintesc sigur ce vroiam sa zic lol, am zis prea multe chestii cum mi-au venit in cap si am uitat complet unele lucruri pe care vroiam sa le zic dar ma rog. Stiu ca unora li se par foarte stupide chestiile astea, adica sa fi asa de atasat de o vedeta ca si cum ai fi obsedat lol, pana si mie mi se par aiurea, dar eu nu sunt obsedata sau ceva de genul asta, sunt pur si simplu unele persoane care inseamna foarte mult pentru mine chiar daca nici macar nu pot sa explic foarte bine de ce. Ma rog, dupa cum ziceam, sunt si alte trupe care imi plac mai mult, la care ma simt exact la fel cand ascult unele melodii sau cand citesc versurile, la fel si j-rockeri care imi plac din aceleasi motive, dar acum am simtit nevoia sa vorbesc despre astea. Anyway ar trebui sa ma opresc aici lol, o sa ajung sa aberez prea mult. Random post ftw, ziceam ca nu mai fac posturi de genul asta grrr *headdesk*.

Fearless

Empty house far away
Lost in lonely space
You know you've felt the same
From the shallows in love
To the depths of your scars
You know you want to change
In the rafters, a vate
Fixed and spinning late
There's a certain fear
Even light with control
Lights outside our homes
Wait for every tear

So exit the fall
And now it's over
You're learning
It's all before your heart
So exit the fall
And now it's over
You're learning
It's all before your heart

I found a way out
Through everything I've known
I'm walking fearless
With my faith down and all that I own
Don't take my picture
Cause I won't be there standing alone
I'm living fearless, so fearless
Like every day's my own

Steady hands in the planes
Calculated ways
To call it ailing in figure
Hearts far away
When you work so late
From a distant end

So exit the fall
And now it's over
You're learning
It's all before your heart
So exit the fall
And now it's over
You're learning
It's all before your heart
And now it's over
Before your heart
And now it's over
Before your heart

Call it what you want it, Call it just a game
Call it insane, all of these voices
Call it what you want it, call it just a game
Call it insane, all of these voices
Call it what you want it, call it just a game
Call it insane, all of these voices
Call it what you want it, call it just a game
Call it insane, all of these voices
Call it what you want it, call it just a game
Call it insane, all of these voices

I'm calling from the back of your mind
From the places you'll never reside
Where your thoughts collide
See places and thousands of faces
All at the same time
Look, everybody close your eyes
Travel to the place in the back of your mind
The place you'll never reside
Where thoughts combine
See places and thousands of faces
All at the same time
All at the same time
All at the same time

PRINCESS

The lovely flower bud that breaks it's touched by
The heart, that is so transparent that it's ephemeral

She said "I wish to be a flower"
She said "I'm not the moment"

My beloved you that hide the wet eyes
Since it's difficult since
I have pain in my chest so that
I can't even breath
Dear My Princess

I want to protect both the sadness and the weakness of
The you that I want to hug
Since it could turn into you that
I want to hold into my arms

Sometimes a person is a thing that shed tears
A thing that show weakness
It's better wetting with tears this heart that's got dry

The truth is that you're here
But the time won't return
not wishing that you don't make the denial to Anybody

Dear Princess...
Dearest flower...
You are my piece.
Therefore be in the side
From now on...
Inside my arms.
You will trust me.
Therefore be in my eyes

You reaching wholly to both sadness and loneliness met by chance
Even the conviction that is blooming strongly like a Flower in a rainy day
Really I want to rely on someone that is still a bud?
I understand...so now I wet with tears my heart

I want to protect you by holding you with my hands More strongly
Since it could turn into you someday more than certainly

Why a person throws away the wings?
Why a person embraces sadness?
Why a person could change gently?

With tears that colour this heart
With the warmth that it's transmitted with these arms
The person that comes to teach that answer

Zetsubou ni Sayonara

Shrug off

Still the tears don't stop
Still the shivering doesn't stop
Now I fear the dream I saw

Since I'm exposed the black rain
I saw the dream of a despaired person
That surely reflected myself

Striking the high wall
There's no feather to jump over
But again I'm not looking back

Always I'm running away from myself
But I kept protecting it
Loneliness and emptiness are becoming heavier
Standing still I'm not moving
I wish I had told this person
I guess it passes quickly until you rot more

This way we go along together
Because the black rain already stopped
See it later
Again I say!
I will see it later

Desire to death GOODBYE Doubts disappeared

Always I'm running away from myself
But I kept protecting it
Loneliness and emptiness are becoming heavier
I'm also loosing the place to return to
However, the beloved you doesn’t exist
because I'm going on from this point

I'm passing feared now, dark now, black now

Junk Story

♣ Music ♣
Ruvie - Parfait

♣ Mood ♣
Sick

♣ Messenger ♣
Kami

♣ Internet ♣
---
~~~
" Sky, which burst into tears, increases my pain. "

Oky deci.. am reusit sa ma trezesc pe la 10, dar nu m-am putut da jos din pat pana pe la 12. As fi vrut sa dorm mai mult dar nu am mai putut adormi. Ma enerveaza cand racesc exact cand se termina vara, aproape de fiecare data am patit asa. In ultimele cateva zile m-a durut capul rau, dar nu am de gand sa iau pastile sau mai stiu eu ce pentru ca pur si simplu nu le suport. Nu ca nu imi place gustul lor sau ca nu pot sa le inghit lol doar nu sunt copil mic, dar pur si simplu nu suport sa iau pastile, nu am luat de foarte mult timp si m-am obisnuit asa.
Ma gandeam sa schimb cate ceva la blog. Nu, nu vreau sa schimb tema pentru ca m-am chinuit destul sa o fac asa si oricum imi place cum arata acum asa ca cred ca o sa o las asa ceva timp. Dar ma gandeam ca trebuie sa mai adaug niste blog-uri dar pe urma ar fi prea multe si incurcate, asa ca o sa le impart eu cumva daca imi vine vreo idee. Apoi m-am gandit sa-mi editez cam toate posturile si sa pun tag-uri. Stiu ca unele posturi de mai de mult sunt foarte stupide, dar m-am schimbat putin de atunci, oricum nu am de gand sa le sterg chiar si asa. De ce? Pentru ca nu-mi pasa ce au de gand sa zica altii despre ele, si mie mi se par patetice dar parca nu-mi vine sa le sterg lol. Nu stiu ce altceva as mai putea face decat sa postez mai mult. Cred ca o sa ma apuc iar de facut chestii in PS si din cand in cand o sa le postez pe aici, m-a cam apucat iar mania avatarelor XD. In rest chiar nu stiu ce sa mai postez inafara de asta si versuri, as putea sa ma apuc iar de vorbit de o anume trupa sau anime-uri care le-am terminat vara asta si nu am vorbit de ele, dar nu prea am chef de asta, vad eu.
Trecand la alte chestii, abia astept sa vina septembrie intr-un fel. Vreau o data noul album de la Versailles si nu vreau sa se desparta. Am citit ce au zis fiecare despre Jasmine pe blog, dar translatorul e cam idiot asa ca ma rog. Mi-a placut mult ultima chestie ce a zis-o Kamijo, nu prea am inteles faza cu "goodbye" dar ma rog, mi-a placut mult asta " Things can only cry out loud like a child every day but painful and sad." Nu stiu daca se traduce exact asa pentru ca asa cum spuneam translatorul e idiot. Oricum din cate am inteles nu cred ca au de gand sa se desparta si asa sper sa faca hmpf.
Am uitat ca a fost ziua lui Denu pe 24 *headdeskdiesomfgdiesagain*. Cum am putut sa uit tocmai de el? Ojosanul meu patrunjelocreppokawaii T_T' i-am urat aseara un verde la multi ani si i-am spus ca-mi pare verde de rau si si si i-am dat chestii verzi si a zis ca ma iarta daca ii dau inghetata verde o. o'' Si astazi e ziua lui Asagi, de el mi-a adus aminte Jui.
Ma rog, nu cred ca mai am si altceva de zis asa ca ma apuc sa postez pe forum-uri putin si poate mai tarziu reusesc sa fac si ceva in PS :3
Bye Bye ~

Jewels

The spring days that you had brought to me
Their scent still lingers in that same way
Leaving behind the words that couldn't be said

Gently cuddling close together in the quietness, we were looking at the jewel that belonged to only the two of us
Why is my heart hurting? Am I just wishing for something that I've lost?

Without knowing how to love, I only hurt you
How much meaning have I been able to build up?

By your side, by your side, will you sing a song for me?
On the musical score in the night sky
Even the light, even with these notes, I think they'll reach you
The memories are played out

The words that couldn't be said at that time, I guess they go somewhere, and return
Somewhere, if you're smiling for me - now, I'm able to think that it's good enough

The words left behind on this faraway earth
Take me by the hand and lead me, breathless, to tomorrow

I close my eyes, and grasped the spade earring that you had given me
Like this, I fall into darkness
Even the light, even with these notes, I think they'll reach you
The memories are played, forever

By your side, by your side, will you sing a song for me?
On the musical score in the night sky
Even the light, even with these notes, I think they'll reach you
The memories are played out

Like a jewel, the light
Reflected a myriad of thoughts
The spring days that you had brought to me
Even now, they sparkle in my heart
They're the proof of having been with you

Alice in Wonder Underground

♣ Music ♣
Alice Nine - Sleepwalker

♣ Mood ♣
Bored & Sleepy

♣ Messenger ♣
Kami, Jui, Onii

♣ Internet ♣
LoudlyRiot - YouTube
~~~
" I'll make you smile the same number of days that you cried "

Ma gandeam ca ar fi cazul sa mai postez pe blog. Nu stiu ce am dar ma apuc de postat si niciodata nu reusesc sa fac asta, ori ma apuc de altceva ori nu mai am timp ori imi dau seama ca nu am ce sa zic lol. Nici acum nu prea am ce sa zic dar ma rog, mor de plictiseala si sunt hyper in acelasi timp dar nu am ce face si am chef de batut in tastatura hmpf.
Am inceput postul asta de ieri si nu am mai reusit sa termin. Tata a inceput sa spuna ca nu ma mai lasa la calculator pana la 11 dar l-am convins cumva sa ma lase sa stau mai mult pana pe 5 septembrie. Deci de fericire (?) am baut lol. Am vazut la prea multi j-rockeri pe forum-uri bere si am vrut iar. Azi noapte ma pusesem putin in pat pentru ca eram ametita dar am adormit de tot si m-am trezit abia astazi la 10, great -_-' Anyway ziua de azi e ciudata rau, ma doare capul si mi-e somn in mijlocul zilei wtf, dar nu vreau sa dorm, nu-mi place sa dorm ziua.
Nu mai e foarte mult si se termina vacanta. Chiar daca am murit de plictiseala si de lene vacanta asta, nu vreau sa se termine. Macar pot sa stau cat vreau la calculator si sa dorm cat vreau. Nu o sa suport sa ma trezesc iar la ora 7 si ceva, sa imi vad iar colegii aproape in fiecare zi, sa aud iar profesorii urland, sa se ia tata de mine ca nu invat destul, sa ma intrebe mama mereu cum e la scoala si mai ales... nu vreau uniforma geez ._.' Nu suport ideea asta cu uniformele, suntem oameni nu animale wtf. De ce ar trebui sa fim toti imbracati la fel? Nu am inteles niciodata tampenia asta si nici nu o sa o inteleg, mai ales ca ... trebuie sa port fusta si eu nu suport asta, niciodata nu am suportat sa port fuste/rochii si asa mai departe. Nu pentru ca mi se pare prea feminine sau pentru ca nu-mi place cum imi sta, pur si simplu nu sunt genul meu si nu ma simt deloc comfortabil in ele. Probabil asta e principalul motiv pentru care nu vreau sa inceapa scoala, vreau sa opresc timpul godamnit.
Well pana la urma nu am fost plecata niciunde vacanta asta si nici nu cred ca o sa mai plec undeva acum. Oh ba da, poate o sa merg iar la Turda ca sa-mi iau ceva haine si chestii pentru scoala. Nu-mi place sa-mi iau caiete si bla bla de pe aici pentru ca ma enerveaza sa merg la cumparaturi aici. Nu pot sta sa ma uit linistita la ce vreau pentru ca mereu trebuie sa ma intrebe vreo vanzatoare 'doriti ceva?' geez, asa ca pana la urma probabil o sa plec pe undeva, asta daca nu imi trimite mama ma rog.
Si nu mai stiu ce sa zic asa ca ma opresc aici. Oh hey luna asta nu am fost chiar asa lenesa, am postat putin O.O' Chiar daca mai bine din jumatate din posturi sunt meme-uri sau versuri XD.
Bye bye ~ X3

F R E E D O M

♣ Music ♣
Moran - Onaji Yami no Naka de

♣ Mood ♣
Dunno

♣ Messenger ♣
Kami

♣ Internet ♣
LoudlyRiot - AnimeSoul - Moran OHP
~~~
" Sometimes I can't be put back together. "

Erhm oky.. Iar mor de plictiseala deci iar postez pe blog fara sa am ceva interesant de zis lol. In primul rand, vreau sa zic ca imi urasc castile lol. De ceva timp se aude bine o perioada, pe urma ba se aude doar in una ba nu se aude deloc, iar apoi isi revin iar, casti posedate wtf. Problema e ca eu nu suport sa ascult muzica la altceva decat la casti, tot timpul am urat boxele. Nu ma doare capul ca vine sa se ia cineva de mine sau ceva de genul asta, dar pur si simplu am impresia ca aud mai bine melodiile daca ascult la casti si imi place mai mult asa. Bine, nu asta e problema, problema e ca tata nu vrea sa-mi cumpere altele. Am stricat deja vreo 2 perechi, dar geez astea le am deja de anul trecut, mai exact de aproape un an, nici nu ma asteptam sa ma tina asa de mult. Vreau casti noi >.<'
Zilele astea am murit de plictiseala pentru ca pur si simplu imi e mult prea lene sa mai fac ceva. Ar trebui sa termin Higurashi dar nu am nici un chef de anime-uri/manga-uri/carti sau mai stiu eu ce. Am chef doar sa stau si sa pierd timpul degeaba aberand sau holbandu-ma la poze lol. Da, stiu, foarte interesant, dar nu am chef de nimic altceva. Oh ba da, mint. Am chef de postat pe blog dar ffs nu am ce. Trebuie sa nu-mi mai fie asa lene si sa caut ceva despre care sa vorbesc. Plus ca m-am saturat sa postez tot meme-uri lol z.z
Mda.. sunt plina de zgarieturi pe maini din cauza ca pisica are ceva cu mainile mele si mereu are chef sa le roada wrf. Oricum nu ma deranjeaza prea rau. Am mai zis ca imi plac zgarieturile lol? Daca nu zic acum. Ce ma deranjeaza e ca in curand incepe scoala si nu am chef sa merg plina de zgarieturi sa creada astia ca am fost in razboi vacanta asta. Si asa nu m-au vazut toata vacanta asa ca cine stie pe unde cred ca am fost plecata. Acum cateva zile aveam chef de iesit pe afara, dar acum mi-a trecut de tot si iar nu am chef de nimic.
Aseara ma invarteam iar pe blog-urile j-rockerilor si mi-am dat seama ca Yugiri e foarte pervers, Sato e tot obsedat de banane, Yuri inca isi cauta creier, San e credincios si Kamijo disparut. Oh well cam cu asta imi ocup toate zilele lol. Pe langa asta in ultimul timp am ceva cu Kirito. A inceput sa-mi placa mult mai mult decat imi placea inainte, la fel si Hakuei lol.
Bine, nu stiu ce sa mai zic si am aberat destul pe aici. In plus mor de foame asa ca ar trebui sa merg sa-l bat pe tata la cap sa-mi faca ceva. Oh da, si aseara am vazut inghetata si bere pe blog-ul lui Yugiri si vreau si eu geez, mi-a facut pofta z.z'
Bye bye ~

Long J-rock Meme is LONG !

001) How did you discover JRock?
Searching something on YT.. from what I remember lol.

002) When did you discover JRock?
2 years and a half ago or somethin' like this.

003) So how long have you been a fan then?
^ Same answer lol?

004) Are you a fan of Visual Kei?
Yep XD

005) Are you a fan of JPop?
Not really.. but I like some songs.

006) Are you a fan of fanservice?
D'oh sure XD


______Firsts______

007) First solo artist you heard?
Can't remember.. I guess Gackt o-o

008) First band/group you heard?
Nightmare

009) First JRock crush?
Shou from Alice Nine somehow?XD .. Oh well Sakito from Nightmare.

010) First JRocker to scare you?
Dunno o_o; Kozi lol?o-o

011) First JRocker you mistook for a woman?
Hm..none? o_o'

012) First yaoi pairing you saw?
Gackt x Hyde and that was.. that was.. *cries in a corner* I hate Hyde z_z

013) First yaoi pairing you became a fan of?
Shou x Hiroto lol, but I'm such a big fan anymore o-o

014) First Asian Kung-Fu Generation song
None?

015) First B'z song?
Same here lol.

016) First baroque song?
Same.. o-o

017) First BLOOD song?
I listened only one or two from them but I can't remember which ones *headdesk*

018) First Buck-Tick song?
Can't remember o-o'

019) First Deadman song?
I listened just one lol, but same as BLOOD.

020) First D'espairsRay song?
Garnet

021) First Dir en grey song?
Kodou

022) First Due'le Quartz song?
Can't remember.

023) First Duel Jewel song?
*points the question about BLOOD lol*

024) First Gackt song?
Hm Redemption I think.

025) First Gazette song?
Filth in the beauty.

026) First GLAY song?
Dunno.

27) First hide song?
Pink Spider

028) First Hyde song?
Dunno.

029) First Iceman song?
..Ice.. who? o_o'

030) First J song?
None.

031) First Janne da Arc song?
Can't remember lol z.z'

032) First Kagerou song?
^ Same here ._.'

033) First Kagrra song?
And same here.. o_o

034) First L'Arc~en~Ciel song?
I don't think I listened something from them.

035) First La'Cryma Christi song?
None.

036) First Lareine song?
Grand Pain.. I think o_o'

037) First Luna Sea song?
Deja vu

038) First Malice Mizer song?
Gardenia

039) First Merry song?
Sayonara Rain

040) First Miyavi song?
Jibun Kakumei

041) First Moi dix Mois song?
Monophobia

042) First MUCC song?
Ame no Orchestra

043) First Nightmare song?
the WORLD.. o_o I think.

044) First PENICILLIN song?
Can't remember o- o

045) First Pierrot song?
Same here.. lol.

046) First Plastic Tree song?
Ghost

047) First Psycho le Cemu song?
None? o_o'

048) First Raphael song?
Who? o-o;

049) First SADS song?
Tattoo

050) First Schwarz Stein song?
Dunno.

051) First SHAZNA song?
None? o.o'

052) First Shiina Ringo song?
Dunno, I don't really like her o-o

053) First Siam Shade song?
Life

054) First Sugizo song?
Dunno

055) First Tetsu69 song?
None?

056) First TRANSTIC NERVE song?
....o_o'''''

057) First X Japan song?
Forever love


______Favorites______

058) Favorite band?
Nightmare; MUCC; Deluhi; Plastic Tree; Merry; Versailles; Dir en Grey; Moran; Fatima; Radwimps; Ruvie; Awoi; Dolly *headdesk* LOL.

059) Favorite band musically?
^ Same here lol?

060) Favorite band physically (eye-candy)?
^ Same.. o_o''

061) Favorite Indies band?
Dunno

062) Favorite JRockers?
Kamijo [Versailles]; Hitomi [Moran]
Juri [Deluhi]; Tatsurou [MUCC]; Shou [Alice Nine]; Gara [Merry]; Ryuutarou [Plastic Tree];
Gackt; Yojiro Noda [Radwimps]; Yuki [Versailles]; Temari [Ruvie]; Yuina [Dolly].. and I think I should stop lol.

063) Favorite vocalist?
Erhm.. Kamijo; Juri; Tatsurou; Ryuutarou; Gara; Hitomi; Gackt; Shou; Yojiro Noda.

064) Favorite guitarist?
Leda; Hizaki; Yuina; Sakito; Teru; Mana; Yumehito; Nao.

065) Favorite bassist?
Zill; Rui; Intetsu

067) Favorite pianist/keyboardist?
Yoshiki o.o

068) Favorite song?
To many lol z.z'

069) Favorite PV?
Same here.

070) Favorite Live?
I don't think I have one o-o'

071) Favorite clip (behind the scenes, candid, etc)?
^ Same here.

072) Favorite Gackt commercial?
Dunno.

073) Favorite couple?
None.


______This Or That?______

074) Skirt or pants?
Pants XP

075) Mana or Izam?
Mana XD

076) Kyo or Tatsurou?
Tatsurou, I like Kyo but not that much.

077) Gackt or Miyavi?
Gackt for sure lawl.

078) Taiji or Heath?
Erhm.. dunno.

079) J or Sugizo?
Sugizo

080) Yoshiki: Long hair or short?
Short XD

081) Ken: Facial hair or none?
None? Whoever Ken is..

082) Aya: Boy or girl?
Boy... o_o'

083) Kirito: Gay or straight?
Erhm.. dunno lol o.o' Bi XDDDDD

084) Daisuke Make up or not?
Make up.

085) hide: Dead or alive?
Alive.. lol.

(086) Gackt x Hyde or Hyde x Gackt?
None God damn it >____>'''''


______Which JRocker Is Most...______

087) Adorable? Dunno.

088) Annoying? Kaya.

089) Attractive? ..To many lol?

090) Bishi? Dunno

091) Childish? Yumehito? o_o'

092) Cute? Dunno

093) Disturbing? Kaya.. z.z

094) Dorky? Dunno

095) Edible? Dunno

096) Feminine? Hizaki? o- o'

097) Frightening? Dunno

098) Gay? Dunno o.o'

099) Masculine? Dunno geez, to many?

100) Otaku? Dunno *headdesk*

101) Reserved? Mana? Shinya? o_O"

102) Sex-able? To many.

103) Talented? ^ Same here.

104) Zealous? I don't know.. z_z'


______First JRocker That Comes To Mind______

105) Abs: ... o_o''

106) Alcohol: Yuki [Versailles]

107) Alien: Denu [Poitrine]

108) Ass: ... o_o''''

109) Bondage: Kyo? o-o'

110) Chicken: Lol dunno.

111) Dictator: Mana.. o.o'

112) Engrish: Gackt

113) Food: Nao [Alice Nine]

114) Goth: Mana

115) Hentai: ... o_o

116) Hump: ... lol.

117) Kimono: ^ o-o

118) Kinky: Gackt lol.

119) Leather: Gackt ._.

120) Moon: Gackt

121) Piercing: Hitsugi

122) Platforms: ...

123) Sex: *headdesk* ._.

124) Smoking: Dunno

125) Vanilla: Gackt?XDDDDDD

126) Visual: Dunno


______Place A JRocker______

127) America: None lol >.>"

128) China: Dunno.

129) France: Mana o.o

130) Hawaii: Right now.. Yuki from MSi lol -_-'

131) Hospital: Erhm.. which hospital?XDDD

132) Japan: Erhm.. all of them lol?

133) Los Angeles: None

134) Mars: Die [Dir en Grey]

135) McDonald's: Dunno o.o

136) Merry-go-Round: Ryuutarou [Plastic Tree]

137) Movie Theater: Dunno

138) Okinawa: Dunno o.o

139) Pet Store: Shinya [Dir en Grey]

140) Pharmacy: Hm.. o_o'

141) Supermarket: Ryuuto [ClearVeil] he needs to eat more --'

142) Sushi Bar: Dunno

143) The North Pole: Kaya ._.'


______Who's Most Likely...______

144) To get the stuffing beat out of them? Kaya?O_o'

145) To get kidnapped? Gackt O_O''

146) To have kids? Dunno lol, maybe Hitomi [Moran] o-o'

147) To eat kids? Dunno lol.. none? geez.

148) Actually a woman? ...Mana? o_o

149) An evil spy? Dunno

150) A government agent? Dunno

151) An alien? Denu [Poitrine]

152) American? None lol >.>"

153) To rule Japan? Dunno, all?XD

154) To rule the world? Leda and Shou! O.O' They're aliens who will rule the world ahahahaha o-o'''

155) To go bald? ...None.

156) To get braces? Dunno.

157) To go into retirement first? Mana. Because we'll have killed him...


______What Would You Do If...______

158) Gackt quit writing music? ...*she doesn't wants to think at something like this*

159) Toshiya got braces? Dunno.

160) Yoshiki went bald? ....*headdesk*

161) Klaha bleached his hair? Dunno o_o'

162) Mana became Japan's next Prime Minister? I'd.. be happy lol?

163) Hide appeared in your room? I'd be happy that he's alive? o-o

164) Koshi stopped singing? ..Dunno, who the hell is Koshi? o_o'

165) Jiro sat on you? ...Who is Jiro? But whatever *kills him* >.>''

166) Miyavi bit you? ... o_o I'd be scared I guess lol.

168) Hyde glomped you? *headdesk* DIE! O_O

169) Sugizo mooned you? Dunno.

170) Yukke poked you? Poke him back o. o'

171) Sakura offered you a joint? ...O-O'

172) Izumi could kick Jet Li's ass? Dunno o.o'

173) They made a Psycho le Cemu anime? I'd watch it I guess.

174) Akira [baroque] became your new classmate/co-worker? Wouldn't care.

175) Közi poked you in the eye? .. --'''''''

176) Hakuei gave you a lapdance? *FAINTS*

177) Kirito was your roommate? ...........RAPE! O_O'''''

178) seek wanted to take a stroll through your neighborhood? ... o.o

179) Levin started speaking Spanish? Who is Levin lol?

180) Hisashi decided to wear a mohawk? Whoever he is too lol z.z'

181) Kyo did parapara? Lol? O_O'

182) Chachamaru cut his hair? Dunno o.o

183) Toshi left his cult? Dunno lol

184) Sakito assassinated the Emperor of Japan? Sakito is an assassin? ._.'

185) Ryou popped out of your closet? What was he doing there?

186) Takuro picked his nose during an interview? Dunno


______Songs______

187) Song that you first heard? Nightmare - the WORLD

188) Song that best captures JRock? Dunno

189) Song best performed live? Dunno

190) Song that turns you on? ...Dunno LOL

191) Sappiest? Dunno z.z'

192) Happiest? Lots?

193) Saddest? ^ Same here I guess.

194) Best for head-banging? Dunno z.z

195) Best for dancing? Many?

196) Best for driving? I don't drive so..

197) Best for summer? Dunno

198) Best for winter? Merry - Fuyu no Castanet.. I think.

199) Best for Halloween? Dunno

200) Best for Christmas? Dunno

201) Best party song? ..Geez z.z

202) Makes you hungry? None lol.

203) Makes you sleepy? Versailles - Episode

204) Makes you angry? None

205) Makes you hyper? Many

206) Makes you think of snow? Merry - Fuyu no Castanet o.o

207) Makes you think of flowers? Dunno

208) Makes you think of vampires? Versailles - Ascendead Master

209) Makes you think of the moon? Dunno

210) Makes you think of water? Hm..

211) Makes you think of rain? MUCC - Ame no Orchestra

212) Song you'd like played at your wedding? Dunno

213) Song you'd like played at your funeral? ...Dunno lol o-o

214) Song that would go best in a movie? ..Many? Depends what kind of movie.

215) Song that would go best in an anime? ^ Same here?

216) Song that would go best in a video game? ^ Same here? O_O'''''

217) Best intro? Dunno

218) Best ending? Dunno

219) Best guitar solo? Hm.. Leda's?

220) Best bass line? Dunno

221) Best acoustic guitar work? Dunno lol.

222) Best piano work? Anything from Yoshiki...

223) Best drum work? Yuki or Yoshiki

224) Best vocals? ..too many.

225) Best written? ^ Same here.

J-rock Meme

Thanks to Kami o.o'

01 Who was your first JRock band?
Nightmare

02 Who is the latest JRock band you've discovered?
Hm *starts to think* o-o Depain I think.

03 Who's your favorite JRock Band?
Nightmare/MUCC/Deluhi hmpf I can't chose just one z.z'

04 5 other JRock bands you listen to?
Plastic Tree; Merry; Versailles; Moran; Radwimps

05 Are you a fangirl/boy?
Not really

06 If yes, of who?
...o-o'

07 What's the first JRock song you heard?
the WORLD from Nightmare I think.

08 What's the latest JRock song you heard/downloaded?
Radwimps - 37458 *headdesk*

09 Name one JRock song that has a special meaning to you?
Dunno.. I can't pick just one, they're way too many.

10 and, why?
Because of their lyrics usually, sometimes because they make me cry just when I'm listening to them and they describe how I feel sometimes or they just make me feel better, dunno.

12 Do you buy JRock magazines?
No.

13 If yes, which is your favourite?
I don't buy them but.. j-rock scans ftw XD And I like all of them.

14 Have you ever been to any JRock concerts?
Nope.. but I'd love to.

15 If yes, which? If no, who would you like to see?
Versailles; Nightmare; MUCC; Deluhi; Plastic Tree; Merry; Alice Nine & etc. XD

16 Which JRocker are you most in love/lust with?
Kamijo [Versailles]; Hitomi [Moran]
Juri [Deluhi]; Tatsurou [MUCC]; Shou [Alice Nine]; Gara [Merry]; Ryuutarou [Plastic Tree]; Gackt & etc.

17 Name 3 JRockers you would like to meet in person?
Kamijo; Hitomi; Gara or ... or.. Juri or Tatsurou maybe, dunno, I can't choose lol.

18 What would you like to say to the 3 JRockers you have chosen?
Dunno.. first of all 'thank you' and after that.. I don't know if I'd can something else lol.

19 Do you have any JRocker as your desktop bg?
Ryuutarou from Plastic Tree right now.

20 Do you have any JRocker poster up your wall?
None yet.

21 What is your latest JRock CD/DVD?
None?... *feels emo*

22 How many JRock MP3s do you have?
Too many.

23 Do you read JRock fanfic?
Just sometimes, when I'm really bored.

24 What is your favourite JRock-related dream?
Dunno.

25 If you could marry a JRocker, who would it be?
Kamijo.

26 Last Confession: if you could sleep with any three Jrockers, who would they be?
Kamijo; Gackt and.. Juri?

Alice Nine Meme!

Well am gasit un meme cu Alice Nine, si cum in ultima vreme iar am ceva cu meme-urile lol nu ma pot abtine sa nu-l postez XD L-am gasit aici.

How did you first hear about alice nine?
Well I don't really remember lol, I saw them on TV long time ago yeah.. but, I knew who they are only after some time.

What was the very first song you ever heard, and your impression of it?
Ruri no Ame from what I remember, but I'm not sure.. I just know that I cried lol.

What was your first impression of the band?
I really liked them.

What was your first impression of Shou?
He's voice is awesome and he's really sexy lol.

What was your first impression of Hiroto?
I thought he was cute.

What was your first impression of Tora?
..He's sexy LOL.

What was your first impression of Saga?
I didn't really liked him.

What was your first impression of Nao?
He's so adorable >w<.

You’ve been a fan of alice nine for about how long?
Two years and a half or somethin' like that.

Why do you like alice nine?
Because of Shou first of all lol.

Do any of your friends also like alice nine?
Yep XD

What other bands do you like?
Nightmare; MUCC; Deluhi; Plastic Tree; Versailles; Merry; Radwimps

Who’s your favorite member and why?
Shou because.. I like everything about him lol?

What’s your favorite song and why?
Ruri no Ame, because I love the lyrics too and it almost always makes me cry.

What’s your favorite single and why?
Hana I think, because I love all the songs on it.

What’s your favorite song off the album Zekkeishoku?
Velvet <3.>

Whose compositions do you like the most?
Erhm dunno.

What’s your favorite thing about Shou?
Hm.. he's smile I think.

What’s your favorite thing about Hiroto?
He's little XDDDDDD.

What’s your favorite thing about Tora?
He's good at guitar.

What’s your favorite thing about Saga?
Dunno lol, how he.. hm, acts in lives?

What’s your favorite thing about Nao?
His cuteness.

Which member of alice nine do you find the most attractive?
Shou.

Which member of alice nine do you find the least attractive?
Nao.

Which member of alice nine do you most relate to?
Shou XD.

Which member of alice nine do you find to be the most talented?
Dunno.. Shou I guess, they're all talented at what they're doing lol.

What is Shou’s most physically attractive feature?
He's smile.

What is Hiroto’s most physically attractive feature?
Dunno.

What is Tora’s most physically attractive feature?
Dunno.

What is Saga’s most physically attractive feauture?
Dunno.

What is Nao’s most physically attractive feature?
Dunno.

Have you attended an alice nine live? How many?
Nope T_T

Where was your first alice nine live?
Ehm.. nowhere lol?o-o

What are your impressions of alice nine live?
Fanservice! o_o

How many alice nine CDs (singles, albums, mini albums) do you own?
None T_T

Do you own any other alice nine goods? If so, like what?
Nope z.z

Do you own Alice in Wonder Film?
Nope.

Are there are pinups or posters of alice nine up on your wall?
Nope T.T

How many alice nine mp3’s do you have?
Dunno o-o

What alice nine songs often play on your playlist?
Velvet, Ruri no Ame, Sleepwalker, Number Six etc.

What’s your most cherished alice nine item?
..None? *feels emo* >.>"

What alice nine item do you want the most?
Dunno

What’s your favorite alice nine style (costumes)?
Dunno

What’s your favorite Shou-look (style/costume)?
I like all of them lol.

What’s your favorite Hiroto-look (style/costume)?
Discotheque.

What’s your favorite Tora-look (style/costume)?
Cross Game.

What’s your favorite Saga-look (style/costume)?
Dunno.

What’s your favorite Nao-look (style/costume)?
Dunno.

Please tell us your favourite CD jacket.
Dunno.

Do you or have your ever cosplayed alice nine? If so, which styles or costumes??
No.

What’s your favorite alice nine “trademark”?
Dunno.

How often do you visit alice nine’s official homepage?
Once a month? Or somethin' like that.

What do you think about the official site?
Dunno.

Do you own an alice nine website? If so what’s the address?
No.

Are you a member of club ALICE?
Nope.

Have you written any letters or sent any gifts to alice nine?
Nope z.z

Right now, if you could give the members a present, what do you think you’d give them?
Dunno lol. Cake? Hugs? o_o'

What alice nine song makes you the happiest?
Dunno.. Rainbows lol?

What alice nine song makes you the saddest?
Ruri no Ame.

What are your favorite alice nine lyrics?
Ruri no Ame; Number Six; Velvet; Merou Ni Shizunde; Sleepwalker

What alice nine song best inspires you?
^ Same here.

What alice nine song do you love to sing along to?
None?

What alice nine song have you been listening to a lot as of late?
Sleepwalker.

Which alice nine song do you like to listen to while you drive?
...I don't drive and I don't want to lol.

What alice nine song makes you want to get up and move (dance, hop, mosh, break, etc.)?
None?

What alice nine song would you recomend to someone who is interested in listening to alice nine?
Dunno.

How do you feel about alice nine’s change over the years musically?
Dunno lol, I haven't listened to them so much, but I still like them a lot.

How do you feel about alice nine’s change over the years visually?
Well they sometimes didn't looked so good but oh well.

What is your most cherished memory of alice nine?
Dunno.

Would you ever get an alice nine related tattoo?
I don't think so.. o-o

Have you ever named a pet after an alice nine member?
Nope.

Is being an alice nine fan a good thing?
Why note?

Do you think there are any bad things about being an alice nine fan?
I don't think so o-o

When did you realize that you were really an alice nine fan?
When I first listened to them.

What do you think about alice nine’s fans?
Dunno.

Have you experienced any kind of influence after becoming an alice nine fan?
..No? O_O"

Describe alice nine in one word.
Awesome o.o

Describe Shou in one word.
Sexy XDDD

Describe Hiroto in one word.
Cute.

Describe Tora in one word.
..Dunno o_o

Describe Saga in one word.
^ Same here.

Describe Nao in one word.
Cute.

If you could spend one day with Shou, what would you do?
... You don't wanna know O-O.

If you could spend one day with Hiroto, what would you do?
Talk? o_o

If you could spend one day with Tora, what would you do?
Dunno... o_o'

If you could spend one day with Saga, what would you do?
Stare at him lol?

If you could spend one day with Nao, what would you do?
Talk-Eat-Drink o.o'

Honestly, which member has the best reflexes?
Dunno.

Honestly, who is the smartest member?
Dunno.

Honestly, who is the most perverted member?
Dunno?

Your third favourite member is?
Tora or Saga.

What role would you put the following members in? Please give your reason.

- Who would you marry -> Shou XDDDDDDDDD

- Who would be your boyfriend/girlfriend -> Shou?XD

- Who would be your friend -> Hiroto or Saga lol.

- Who would be your sibling -> Tora.

- Who would be your pet -> Nao.

Do you like Givuss?
Never listened to them.

Do you like Baquepia?
Never heard of them.

Do you like Fatima?
Yep <3>

Do you like Delta Ark?
[^^] Same here XD

If you could meet only one member of alice nine, who would it be and why?
Shou.. because he's my favourite member? o-o

What would you like to say to Shou?
...I guess I couldn't tell him anything lol.

What would you like to say to Hiroto?
Do more photos! o_o

What would you like to say to Tora?
Get a new head LOL.

What would you like to say to Saga?
..You're perv z.z

What would you like to say to Nao?
Gimme food or die! o_o

What would you like to say to the managers and staff?
Dunno.

Something you desire of alice nine in the future?
To never disband I guess o-o

And finally, how will you always remember alice nine?
The band with one of the most sexiest vocalists ever?XD

Long Meme time!

1) Full name:
... Madalina Cornelia XD

2) Male/Female:
Female

3) Were you named after anyone?:
I don't think so, only Cornelia.. after my grandma lol -_-'

4) Does your name mean anything?:
Well I only know that Madalina comes from Magdalena.

5) Nicknames:
Shin, Libra, Loopain, Puki & etc.

6) Who do you think you look like?:
Dunno lol

7) Date of birth:
06.11.1993

8) Place of Birth and Current Location:
Hospital?XD Current location.. in front of my computer?XD

9) Nationality:
Romanian

10) Astrology Sign:
Scorpio

11) Chinese Astrology Sign:
*tries hard to remember* oh yeah... I prefer to say rooster lol -_-'

12) Religion:
Orthodox

13) What's your favorite smell?:
I really don't know.. pizza's lol?

14) Political Position?:
None? o_o;

15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?:
Hm *thinks* Pepsi?XD Or anything else but not water

16) Hair + eye color?
Black + blue

17) Do you look like anyone famous?:
Yeah well.. lots of j-rockers LOL o_o

18) What do you look like?:
Erhm dunno lol. I'm not that tall, and not skinny, but not really too fat hm, well geez I really don't know to describe myself.

19) Any unusual talents?:
Dunno

20) Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?:
Righty

21) Gay, straight, Bi, or Other?:
Straight XD

22) What do you do for a living?:
I.. breathe LOL?

23) What do you do for fun?:
Talk with my friends

24) What are your favorite art materials to work with?:
Hm dunno

25) What kind of materials would you like to work with?:
Dunno? o_o;;

26) Have you met your grandparents?:
I haven't met my father's mom.

27) Boyfriend/Girlfriend:
At the moment.. none o_o

28) Crush:
...

29) What celebrity would you date if you could?:
Kamijo from Versailles?XD

30) Current worries?:
Well uhm.. lots lol.

31) Favorite online Guy/Girls(s):
Kami; Jui; Kadici

32) Favorite place to be?:
In front of my computer

33) Least favorite place to be?:
Dark/Small places

34) Do you burn or tan?:
.. o_o

35) Ever break a bone?:
Yep, at my right arm

36) What is your favorite cereal?:
Don't have one

37) Person you cry with:
I .. don't have one lol? Or I think so..

38) Any sisters:
None

39) Any brothers:
One brother

40) Any pets:
Two parrots and a cat XD

41) An illness:
Erhm.. none? o-o

42) A pager:
I don't think I need one

43) A personal phone line:
^ Same here

44) A Cell phone:
Yep

45) A visible birthmark:
None

46) A pool or hot tub:
Nope, but but I want one T_T

47) A car:
No

48) Personality:
Shy, hyper sometimes, and uhm perv?XD

49) Driving:
My.. life? o_o

50) Your clothing style:
Well I usually dress in black clothes, and I kinda never wear skirts or shorts.

51) Room:
Not that large, two beds [yeah wtf, I don't know why there are two beds in my room niether lol], my computer, my desk, bla bla usual stuff.

52) What's missing?
Erhm.. a j-rocker o_o

53) School:
---

54) Bed:
---

55) Relationship with your parent(s):
I get along only with my dad, and I kinda.. really hate my mom.

56) Do you believe in yourself:
Sometimes

57) Do you believe in love at first sight?:
Yes

58) Consider yourself a good listener:
Yep

59) Have a future dream that you would like to share?:
Dunno, to.. go to Japan?XD

60) Get along with your parents:
Wtf? o_o *goes to 55* yep same question

61) Save you e-mail conversations:
Yep

62) Pray:
Once at.. hell knows how many years

63) Believe in reincarnation:
Nope

64) Brush your teeth twice a day?:
Yep

65) Like to talk on the phone:
I don't, I prefer messages or Y!M lol

66) Like to eat?:
Pizza?XD But anything that looks good usually lol

67) Like to exercise?:
Nope

68) Like to watch sports?:
Sometimes

69) Sing in the car?:
No lol

70) What is a dream that you have all the time?:
I usually don't dream x.x;

71) Dream in color:
... o_o

72) Do you have nightmares?:
Sometimes

73) Sleep with a stuffed animal?:
Nope

74) Right next to you:
Fries, yey finally, food! *faints*

75) On your favorite coffee cup?:
Dunno

76) On your mouse pad:
Nothing? o_o It's just simple and green

77) Favorite flavor of gum?:
I don't like gum

78) Your brand of deodorant?:
Erhm anything? o- o

79) Your dream honeymoon spot:
---

80) Your dream husband/wife:
Erhm.. dunno o-o

81) Hiding in your closet?:
Nothing lol?

82) Under your bed:
^ Same here lol

83) The name of one of your closest/best friends:
I.. don't have just one so meh

84) Your bad time of the day:
When I wake up z.z

85) Your worst fear(s):
Spiders/Loneliness

86) What's the weather like?:
Sunny ew

87) Your favorite time of year?:
Can't chose between autumn and winter

88) Your favorite holiday?:
Don't have one

89) A material weakness?:
None

90) The weirdest food or drink that you like:
Erhm dunno lol

91) At the top of your "to-do list"?:
Post more on my blog z.z

92) The hardest thing about growing up:
Dunno, they're too many I guess lol

93) A pet peeve?:
---

94) Your scariest moment:
Dunno

95) Your attitude about love?:
Dunno

96) The funniest or most desperate thing you've done to get the attention of the opposite sex?:
Erhm I haven't done such things lol >.>"

97) The worst feeling in the world:
Feeling lonely

98) The best feeling in the world:
Dunno

Z O M B I E

♣ Music ♣
Brokencyde - 2 Drunk 2 Drive

♣ Mood ♣
Bored

♣ Messenger ♣
Kami, Tahy

♣ Internet ♣
D.Veil - AnimeSoul - EndlessW - YouTube
~~~
" I'm SO BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH! WHAT THE FUCK! "

Oky deci, in sfarsit am reusit sa fac blog-ul intr-un fel si sa imi placa lol. M-am chinuit sa pun banner aproape o ora, si pana la urma am luat niste chestiute care erau de obicei la alte teme la html si a mers.. intr-un fel. Tot nu merge sa dai click pe el dar imi e prea lene sa mai caut si dupa asta. Oricum ce e bine e ca imi place cum a iesit si in nici un caz nu o sa-l schimb prea repede. Acum sper sa-mi vina si idei de postat lol.
Azi dimineata am reusit sa adorm abia pe la 10 si ceva, dar m-am trezit la 1 desi as fi vrut sa dorm mai mult. Cand m-am trezit aproape am surzit lol. Isi repara baba de sus nu stiu ce la baie si inca e un zgomot infernal care ma zgarie pe urechi si in curand o sa-mi sangereze lol. Nu mai suport wtf. Azi dimineata ploua, ploua tare dar acum iar e senin si eu mor de cald god.
Asa hm.. vreau albumul nou de la Skillet care il scot pe 25 sau 26 luna asta, nu mai stiu sigur. Hero deja a aparut, si Monster. Oricum tot Hero imi place mai mult, Monster intr-un fel imi aminteste de Animal I have become de la Three Days Grace, de fapt versurile imi amintesc mult de melodia aia si putin si ritmul. Am ascultat preview-urile de la melodii si cred ca o sa-mi placa foarte mult Never Surrender, Forgiven si One Day Too Late. Pana la acum la astea mi-au placut mult si partile din versuri care sunt in preview.
De azi dimineata nu mai stiu de pe la ce ora lol tot Brokencyde am ascultat si incep sa-mi placa mut wtf. Inainte ascultasem doar 2 Drunk 2 Drive pentru ca nu imi venea sa mai ascult si altceva de la ei, dar am zis ca totusi sa incerc si altceva. Nu imi vine sa cred ca au si unele melodii care nu au versuri foarte perv lol. Oricum tot 2 Drunk 2 Drive imi place mai mult *head desk*. Ma apuca rau de tot geez, dar melodia asta ma face hyper de fiecare data cand ma simt aiurea, poate de asta imi place asa de mult XD
Acum nu stiu ce sa mai spun decat ca mor de foame. De vreo jumatate de ora i-am spus lui tata sa imi faca (,) cartofi prajiti, dar vad ca trebuie sa astept 5 ore ca sa mananc, ca si de obicei de altfel lol. Trebuia sa-i spun de azi noapte sa-mi faca. Oricum mai am niste popcorn si sper sa-mi ajunga ala pana se fac. Dar eu vreau cartofi! Geez. Ma face sa-mi fac singura asa cum mi-am facut ieri budinca dupa ce m-am rugat de el vreo 15 minute incontinuu lol.
Well cam asta ar fi, vreau albumul de la Skilleeeet Z__Z
Bye bye z.z

E P I S O D E

♣ Music ♣
Versailles -P.Q.- - After Cloudia

♣ Mood ♣
Dunno

♣ Messenger ♣
Jui

♣ Internet ♣
AnimeSoul
~~~
" I won't ever be able to forget you. "

In ultima vreme chiar am postat foarte putin lol.
Vacanta asta pana acum nu am fost plecata niciunde. Intr-un fel as vrea sa merg si eu undeva, sa am despre ce sa vorbesc, sa scap macar o data de aceleasi lucruri pe care le fac zilnic sau pur si simplu sa fac ceva nou. Dar intr-un fel chiar nu vreau sa merg nici unde, pentru ca asa cum am zis nu imi place sa fiu plecata de acasa. Totul pare nou cand ma intorc si parca am ratat o multime de lucruri, desi s-au intamplat aceleasi lucruri pe care oricum le-as fi facut zilnic. Pur si simplu nu-mi place sa nu fiu acasa.
Ziceam inainte ca nu imi pasa daca se despart Versailles din cauza la Jasmine, cand citesc postul care l-am facut despre el parca nu as fi eu lol. De fapt chiar nu vreau sa se desparta, dar am zis aia atunci pentru ca nimanui nu parea sa ii pese de ce s-a intamplat ci de faptul ca ar putea sa se desparta trupa. Ca veni vorba de asta.. As fi vrut sa merg astazi, dar pur si simplu nu aveam cum sau de ce. Nu doar pentru ca mi se pare putin aiurea si ca toti exagereaza deja cu chestia asta, dar nu m-ar fi lasat tata si imi e frica. Imi e frica pentru ca s-ar putea schimba multe daca le-as intalni, imi e frica pentru ca nu as fi in stare sa zic ceva, imi e frica pentru ca nu sunt tocmai un fotomodel lol, imi e frica pentru ca as fi fost data la o parte. Mereu mi-a fost frica sa intalnesc pe cineva la care tin foarte mult, oricum, oricat as fi vrut sa merg nu as fi putut.
Ultimele cateva zile m-am simtit asa de aiurea si nici macar nu-mi dau bine seama de ce. Poate din cauza ca peste tot citesc de chestia aia, poate din cauza ce am citit azi ca au zis ei, poate pentru ca iar am impresia ca toti ma urasc, poate pentru ca nu am putut sa merg, poate pentru ca imi e frica sa nu se intample ceva. Nu stiu, pur si simplu nu stiu.
Imi e asa de lene sa mai fac ceva, daca as putea nici nu as mai gandi uneori. Vreau sa incep iar sa postez mai mult pe blog pentru ca aproape tot timpul am chef sa fac asta, dar niciodata nu am despre ce sa vorbesc si m-am saturat de posturile in care doar aberez. Imi place sa fac asta, pentru ca asta fac de obicei lol, dar totusi as vrea sa aberez despre ceva interesant nu sa zic mereu aceleasi lucruri.
Oh.. am facut cateva schimbari in familia virtuala. Aveam prea multi copii, si de la vreo 80 am ajuns la 35 lol. Mi-am gasit bunica si bunic, am mai schimbat unchii, fratii si ucenicii. O sa ajung sa am mai multi ucenici decat ojosani cred. Oh si mi-am schimbat stapanul, am divortat, m-am casatorit si multe altele lol. Imi e lene sa vorbesc si despre asta geez. De anime-uri si manga-uri nu am prea avut chef in ultima vreme deloc si nici acum nu am.
Cred ca am dat in febra Versailles. De cateva zile ascult in prostie melodiile de la ei. Mi-am adus aminte ca inainte erau trupa mea preferata lol, acum nu prea au cum sa mai fie chiar primii dar cred ca iar o sa ajunga foarte sus in topul meu. Oh well termin aici pentru ca nu stiu ce sa mai zic, si daca mai gasesc ceva de zis postez mai tarziu.
Am uitat sa zic.. Happy Birthday Yuri *HUGS ojosan* :3
Bye bye ~

Hero

I'm just a step away
I'm a just a breath away
Losing my faith today
Falling off the edge today

I am just a man
Not superhuman
I'm not superhuman
Someone save me from the hate

It's just another war
Just another family torn
Falling from my feet today
Just a step from the edge
Just another day in the world we live

I need a hero to save me now
I need a hero
Save me now
I need a hero
To save my life
A hero to save me
Just in time

I gotta fight today
To live another day
Speaking my mind today
My voice will be heard today

I've gotta make a stand
But I am just a man
I'm not superhuman
My voice will be heard today

It's just another war
Just another family torn
My voice will be heard today
It's just another kill
The countdown begins to destroy ourselves

I need a hero to save me now
I need a hero
Save me now
I need a hero
To save my life
A hero to save me
Just in time

Who's gonna fight for what's right
Who's gonna help us survive
We're in the fight of our lives
And we're not ready to die
Who's gonna fight for the weak
Who's gonna make 'em believe
I've got a hero
I've got a hero living in me

I'm gonna fight for whats right
Today I'm speaking my mind
And if it kills me tonight
I will be ready to die

A hero's not afraid to give his life
A hero's gonna save me just in time

I'm not a hero
I need a Hero
A Hero's gonna save me
Just in time

Birdcage

Inside of the light, I saw my youthful memories
They're still too far off for me, filthy as I am now
Inside of the darkness, I called your name over and over again
Inside of the endless time, there's no one there but you

I lock myself up, unable to even atone
I can't do anything but pray...my sadness is not cured

I tore off a single damp petal from a hydrangea
It floats in a puddle, and I remember you

In the evening just after the rain, I faintly heard the far off whistel of a ship
For some reason, it made me sad

If I can't be forgiven, then everything can disappear
The sadness and the pain, to the world that doesn't need anything

I lock myself up, unable to even atone
I can't do anything but pray...my sadness is not cured

From the gently crying sky, I also heard your voice
I laughed through gathering tears, but I couldn't see anything...

Inside of the light, I saw my youthful memories
Even the soundless smile is happy right now
I can't return to that time ever again
When we were laughing

Number SIX

♣ Music ♣
Alice Nine - Ruri no Ame

♣ Mood ♣
Bored

♣ Messenger ♣
Kami

♣ Internet ♣
E-shuushuu - D.Veil - AnimeSoul
~~~
" The rain that fell from the cloudy sky, these drops
Are they for hiding my sadness and teary eyes? "

Oky.. nici macar nu stiu de ce postez pentru ca nu prea am ceva de zis, dar mor de plictiseala si chiar vreau sa mai postez din cand in cand pe blog. Am incercat sa mai caut ceva interesant de zis dar nu prea am gasit, nici nu am prea fost in apele mele asa ca posturile mele chiar ar fi fost foarte neinteresante lol.
Nu am prea avut chef de anime-uri sau alte chestii si credeam ca daca a inceput luna august nu o sa-mi mai fie asa de lene sa fac ceva si nu o sa ma mai plictisesc, dar vad ca nu e asa. Cel putin a fost asa la inceput, in primele cateva zile, dar acum iar imi vine sa ma dau cu capul de pereti pentru ca mor de plictiseala. Vroiam sa-mi schimb template-ul la blog, da, iar. Dar vreau unul la care sa pot pune banner, iar asta inseamna ca trebuie sa fie de pe altundeva si ca o sa trebuiasca sa pun iar toate blog-urile si chestiutele si bla bla si chiar nu cred ca o sa am chef de ele lol. In plus am cautat ieri dar nu am prea gasit nimic care sa-mi placa si care mi-a placut nu mergea z.z'
Cum ziceam inainte, as fi vrut sa ies pe afara sa fac niste poze pentru ca mi se facuse dor de facut poze, dar dupa cum ma asteptam... da, mi-a fost prea lene sa ies pe afara lol --' Sau pur si simplu nu am avut cand/cu cine/chef. In plus in ultima vreme a cam plouat deci nu prea aveam la ce sa fac poze.
Nu imi vine sa cred ca mai e doar aproximativ o luna si se termina vacanta. Vreau sa vina toamna, sa ploua mult, sa fie frunze kawaii, sa nu mai mor de cald si alte alea.. dar in nici un caz nu vreau sa inceapa scoala. Poate am murit de plictiseala toata vacanta. Dar am facut ce am vrut, m-am trezit la ce ora am avut chef, am stat la calculator cat am avut chef, nu mi-am facut griji ca trebuie sa-mi fac temele, ca a2a zi ma asculta la cine stie ce si trebuie sa invat, ca trebuie sa-mi vad iar colegii si sa trec pe langa toti tampitii din liceu, ca trebuie iar sa aud cum urla profesorii, ca trebuie iar sa mor de plictiseala in clasa.. Prefer sa mor de plictiseala in vacanta.
Vreau chestii noi lol, PV-uri, single-uri orice. Si vreau ceva de la Dolly, si sa mai stiu ceva de Yuina.. Chiar nu am mai auzit nimic de el de atunci si nu pot sa astept pana in octombrie sau noiembrie sau ceva de genul cand au zis ei ca o sa se intoarca, pur si simplu nu pot.
Ma rog, merg sa mai caut ceva de facut ca iar ma apuca lol. Cred ca ma pun sa postez iar pe forum-uri putin, mi s-a facut dor si am revenit pe unele, dar nu am cum sa fiu foarte activa.
Cam atat, post facut de plictiseala XD.
Bye bye ~

Always in the words of farewell; "goodbye" isn't said

Mood : Dunno
Music : Nothing

"Sometimes a person is a thing that shed tears
A thing that show weakness
It's better wetting with tears this heart that's got dry"

Ziua asta a inceput prost, foarte prost. Am reusit sa ma trezesc la 11 lol, poate ar fi trebuit sa dorm mai mult.. poate ar fi trebuit sa nu ma mai trezesc, poate nu stiu. Nu are rost sa mai zic si de problemele mele pentru ca putin imi mai pasa de ele momentan. Cand m-am trezit, prima data am vazut postul de pe A-S a lui Kami si am intrebat-o ce e, dar pana atunci mi-a zis Onii. Pur si simplu nu mi-a venit sa cred si parca nici acum nu imi vine. Apoi am citit si postul de pe blog-ul lui Kami si tot nu-mi vine sa cred, poate sa vina sa-mi dea cineva cu ceva in cap sa ma trezeasca, probabil tot nu mi-as reveni. Stii, chiar am impresia ca nu exista nimeni acolo la care sa ii pese de noi uneori, daca ar exista nu s-ar mai intampla atatea lucruri. Stii, nu e vorba ca era cine stie cine pentru mine, nu mi-a murit cineva din familie si nici o persoana la care sa tin foarte mult. Totusi, atunci de ce plang asa, de ce doare asa, de ce trebuie sa fie asa? Nu stiu, nu mai stiu nimic si nici nu vreau sa mai aud altceva astazi. Nu ma pot gandi acum la faptul ca e posibil sa se desparta trupa sau ceva de genul asta, nu ca nu mi-ar pasa, dar pot face alta trupa, pot face altceva.. Oricum nu ar mai fi la fel fara el asa ca nu mai conteaza. Nu imi placea foarte mult, si totusi imi placea, nu il uram sau altceva, nici nu mi se parea ca arata ciudat, asa era stilul lui, ma amuza uneori, era adorabil si totusi. Nu pot sa ma gandesc la cum se simt ei sau la cum se simte familia lui, nu pot si oricum nu mi-as putea da seama niciodata de cum se simte altcineva. Tot nu imi dau seama de ce ma simt asa, probabil daca nu as fi stiut trupa de mai mult timp, daca nu l-as fi stiut deloc si doar as fi aflat dupa cine stie cati ani nu m-as fi simtit la fel. Mi-a dat Onii sa ma uit la comment-uri de la un PV de pe YT, dar nu pot, pur si simplu nu pot sa citesc ce zic ei acolo. Nu pot sa inteleg cum pot sa zica doar R.I.P si atat, dar eu ce fac aici? Nu cam tot asta zic si eu doar cu alte cuvinte? Nu stiu, pur si simplu nu stiu ce sa mai zic si nu cred ca are rost sa mai zic ceva pentru ca nu-mi gasesc cuvintele potrivite..