Aimai Na Mikaku

I pull your fingers through my hair
And push you away in hesitation
Slowly shaking my head side to side...

A fruit that's lost its aftertaste
Abandoned senses spin round and round
Fill the empty hole
If at least the pain will disappear

I can't feel anything anymore...
I count the memories one by one as they fall
I lie to myself and say things are great now

A single fragment of black ash
Fluttering and falling down
My outstretched fingers tremble
With a rusty voice, both weak and strong

Vague words and vague eyes
Vague lies and vague evasions

I can't feel anything anymore...
I count the memories one by one as they fall
I lie to myself and say things are great now

If that happiness had continued forever...
Would I be able to smile one of these days?

An empty world where time has stopped
The ground beneath my feet warps and shakes
A faint heart disappears into the distance
With a rusty voice, both weak and strong