Deceived Mad Pain

Being born is always and without exception ambiguous
Create an unstable path
Deceive the pain of "reality"
Sip the sweet honey, the deformed vessel
Clatters as you look away, repeating that same fantasy

Deceived mad pain
Entangled dependence - "a superiority complex"
A silent answer - "a sense of blankness"

If that's the answer, I won't ask again...
But these aching ears can't even hear
The answer, no matter how many times you beat me
To struggle and rot, is that what you desire?
Look, soon you'll suffer
It's crumbling again...breaking and falling
If that will end this stupidity...

Mad rain...

I'd sensed "the end"
But...I'd even forgotten how to smile
That one step was too much for me
I didn't have the courage to take that first step

If this is the answer, I won't ask again...
So at least give me a reason...
Why do you torture me? The same mistakes over and over
Discard that indistinguishable feeling right now
Just crumble, break and fall
If this stupidity...