Cage

I'm impatient.
A masochist's blood runs in my veins,
and I'm with you, a sadist
If I could,
I want to use the poisonous kiss
Because of grief, virtue can't be seen.
You're the last "MOTHER"
I'll conceal the memory before you find it.
You're the first "MOTHER"
Though a clock goes left to right,
a committed sin will never change
You're the first and the last person
who understands me
You'll be burned into my memory

Seeing me resist,
The strong and gentle, forcing decision
I can never tell you
The sound of my skin grated tortures me.
You'll let the wound fester
Are you, a jealous person, always cold-blooded?
Still now, I don't want to forget
I was an abused kid
Just tell me why I don't have a "MOTHER"

Please find kindness in a holy cradle some day

Because of sorrow, the future can't be seen.
You're the last "MOTHER" for me
At least I'll try to hide it
You're the first "MOTHER"
Though a clock goes left to right,
a committed sin will never change
I destroyed the first and the last person
who understands me

I wonder if you're too kind to me.
Reflecting the past trauma,
I destroyed the last person, you.
Was I sadist?