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I loved you too much.
That's what I aIways did back then
But I'm tired of watching you.
I already have somebody else in my arms

Immediately, I cannot love you.
Hatred is welling up inside of me
I just want to destroy everything.
Do you like my selfishness as well?

I wanted more than I couId say
I longed only for your body

In front of the mirror,
a clown, the only person performing,
Just came close to me and asked
Is it her or me that is torturing you?
I'm all alone and mumbling to myself

I had already hurt you before realizing it
Here I am,
but we'll never understand each other

In front of the mirror,
a clown, the only person performing,
Just came close to me and asked
Is it her or me that is torturing you?
I'm all alone and mumbling to myself

I can't believe the end has come like this
I'm dizzy from the pain
You are laughing and screaming in front of me,
looking at the blood-red razor